IMM

Nothing much happened this week. Took care of my patient on monday night and wednesday night. It's friday. Went out with kenneth to IMM and walked around. Took 67 back home and slept in the bus. Will be going with him to Innovation Nation tomororw at singapore expo, den to changi airport, den to bedok and after that, dinner in the west.

Sigh... I'm begining to draw closer and closer to him, but alas, he's not even ready for anything yet. He's still afraid i guess. I'm just waiting for the time and day.... It's not a nice feeling... longing for something and not being able to get it. It takes 2 hands to clap. I've never felt anything like this for such a long long time, more than 2 years to be exact...

I'm waiting and hoping for the best...

SUNday - What's with the Haze and PSI readings?

It's SUNday! The last day of the weekend and the first day of the week (you can tell that i'm not very optismistic here). Slept only for about 6 or so hours after chatting with kennie on the phone and being forced to put down by my mum. She was like screaming her lungs out and i think tat frightened off kennie as well - he described her as fierce. Poor him.

Woke up at 10.15am. Didn't want to wake up initially and felt like just being uncontactable except to the ones close to my heart and *selected* friends of mine so that i could just skip working. I'm like so bad horz.. haha... Of course i didn't and forced myself out of the bed.

My patient wasn't very cooperative today. Slept the whole time. Slept when bathing, slept when eating, didn't want to open his mouth when i fed him and slept when watching tv. Oh wait! How can you sleep when you watch tv - so that goes to say tat he didn't watch at all - i was instead. haha....

Went home and slept all the way from 4.30 to 8pm. Woke up and realised that the haze today wasn't that bad. Went to NEA's website to check the psi readings. I'm a little confused. The readings are different. Oh well, i don't care much as long as i've clean air. How i wished that it was like that on friday and yesterday - not becuase i was out with kennie but coz friday was lantern festival and i went with kennie to chinese garden to see lanterns. Couldn't even see the moon lorz.. such a waste. How 2 shang ye like tat??? Den yesterday movie Xmen2 and Xmen3 at the padang. Well, but even with the haze, i enjoyed my time wif kennie... :)

Okie.. time 2 sleep. It's monday tomorrow and it's back to work all over again.

Goodnight!

Unhealthy

I just woke up. Opened my window and i thought that i was in genting highlands (bedok branch). Checked the PSI and it's 130 - unhealthy. Oh my... I'm supposed to go to teh nokia starlight cinema tonight. how??? Will it be cancelled??? i hope the psi will drop so that it'll not be cancelled...

And if it's not cancelled, i would have to sit near to the screen, else i'll be watching a blur movie.. hahaha....

Happy belated lantern festival. Isit lantern festival or mooncake festival? haha... Went to chinese gardens to celebrate - just by walking around admiring all the different types of lanterns. Went with kenneth. Enjoyed the time with him... And i took photos.. hehe... All thanks to him that i took it, else do you think that i would take it? haha... Well, i guess he has an edge over me ba...

Okie.. time to change soon. Going to vivocity to catch the official opening of golden village vivocity. Hopefully i can get the free movie tix being given to the 1st 200 ppl... hahaha...

Ciaoz!

512k sux

The internet is not meant for users with connection speeds of 1Mbps and below. That includes me - a 512kpbs user.

It's been a tiring weekend. I received an sms on friday evening from my friend asking me if i could take care of an individual patient during the weekend. I agreed as i had no plans and besides, it's not a full day affair - only 6 hours per day.

Woke up at 10am on saturday. Surfed the net and cleared up some work. Left my house at about 11.05 and realised that i'll be late if i took a bus. Took a cab to the venue instead. Kensinton Park Condo. A car was in front of the cab when i alighted and my friend waved me over. Went over to the five star chinese rice place at serangoon gardens for lunch, i didn't eat as i had cereals in the morning. Thereafter, went to toa payoh to collect something and then to balestier plaza for shopping at ntuc. By the time we arrived back home, it was already close to 4. And then my patient slept all the way till 5.50pm. Den i changed his diapers for him and went off. That's easy and he's a very very simple guy. I charged them my standard rate and they seemed quite happy and satisfied with it.

Went to meet Lennel at city hall and we ended up in Hans national library for dinner. Thereafter, to blue heaven to do my audit and also at the same time, to collect the leftovers from the RED subscription promo. After blue heaven, went back to office to put down the stuffs as well as to deposit the cash into the bank - i didn't want to get robbed and risk losing my life. Money's not of a problem to me. Oh heck with it - i shall not go on with this. Went to Happy for sweat after that. I paid $40 for the cK Love t shirts when i could get it for free - i didn't know that we would be giving out instead of Happy's staffs. So in the end, i paid for nothing. Well, at least i got my share worth. *grinz* Well, you know who that tee will go to la... That special someone of mine. Hopefully he'll appreciate it and not be a letdown to me. But o well(s), i've been used to these letdowns and dissapointments. I'm already immune to it but i just hope that this time round, it would work out. I've never had this type of feeling for someone since i left my ex more than 2 years back. Reached home close to 5 and slept only at 6am.

Woke up at 10am and did my usual routine work online and ate cereals. Took a cab to my patient's home again. Nothing eventful. Left at 6.30pm - no, i didn't chare for an additional hour as i willingly stayed behind when i could have left. Well, but all these is no big deal so yup yup... Supposed to go to airport to send boss away, but he didn't want me to go as was afriad that he would cry and he doesn't want to see him cry.. haha...

So now i'm back. Very tired and i'm going to sleep now.

Goodnight!

1988 Outing | Mooncakes

Went back to office on saturday to settle the unfinished work (work never finishes). I then got an sms asking me to join the guys from the 1988 thread in the forums to join them for their outing. I agreed. But i was not dressed correctly. I was wearing a tee (those where you wear for marketing), shorts and slippers. Not giving a thought about it, i just went. Went for dinner at pastamania and followed by a chill out session outside starbucks, the one opp cineleisure.Thereafter, we walked all the way to tanjong pagar, passing SMU, chinatown and all the gay merchants. Arrived at Mox at 2am. Was told that they'll be closing at 2.30. Ordered a shirley's temple and drank - almost gulped it down. And the waitress there was such a bitch (oops, female = butch). Real attitude lorz... Shan't say more.

Left Mox and went to Happy, Taboo and finally rested outside WhyNot. Then, drama occured. Someone slapped someone... but no punches though... Gays are less likely to punch each other. Left at 4am and reached home at about 5am. It's nice being with people younger than me - makes me feel young, not that i'm old oso la.. haha...

Slept only at 7am. Woke up at 2pm. Surfed the net a little and started making mooncakes at 5pm. And finished only close to 9pm. That's how long i take to make 30 mini snowskin mooncakes. Pandan flavored snowskin mooncakes with green tea filling. Have not tried it as yet. Will do so tomorrow.

Sleeptime soon.

Wednesday's the start of the Nokia Starlight Cinema series and i'll be going for the movie premiere of American Dreamz and Kenneth's following me... hehe...

Goodnight! Sweet dreamz people...

Monday

It's Monday! Couldn't sleep well last night. Kept tossing and turning in bed. Maybe cause i slept early and my body's not used to it? And now, i'm freakin' tired. Well, was partially thinking of someone too though... hehe... *oops, that cheeky laugh of mine*

Woke up, went to work. Nothing eventful. Made numerous calls today informing them thay had won tickets to little miss sunshine. It's tomorrow, 7.15pm at Prince and i'll be watching it with Kenneth.

Time to sleep soon. Really tired and boss will be back tomorrow from his overseas trip. Hmmm... do you think he'll buy something for me? /me wonders...

Have a nice night people and you're Blessed!

Goodnight!

It's Sunday!

Sunday. Woke up only at 1pm. Didn't do much. Changed plug for my modem as someone told me to do so... Went online. Uploaded photos to hotbods. Ate cereals. Watched the movie I Not Stupid Too. Rotted the whole day in front of the computer.

At about 5pm, this guy messaged me. Here's part of the transcript:-

[17:38] (**): hey
[17:38] (**): heard tt u r a former commando izzit??
[17:39] (mirantz): me???
[17:39] (mirantz): heard from who de?
[17:39] (**): are you??
[17:40] (mirantz): erm..
[17:40] (mirantz): can say so ba..
[17:40] (mirantz): lol
[17:41] (mirantz): y ar?
[17:42] (**): really
[17:42] (**): just asking loh
[17:43] (**): i loves cdo

and shortly after,

[17:54] (**): to be honest
[17:55] (**): im also in hendon camp as a clerk

and i asked for his name...

[17:58] (**): who r you
[17:58] (mirantz): u r who?
[17:58] (**): mind tell me??
[17:58] (mirantz): edgar... heard of me b4?
[17:58] (**): heard of
[17:58] (mirantz): :P
[17:58] (mirantz): haha
[17:59] (mirantz): wad's yr name?
[17:59] (**): u know **??
[17:59] (**): vefore supply coy
[17:59] (**): was from Sof

At that point of time, my heart nearly skipped a beat. Was it the guy which i knew and which i initially thought was nice? OMG!!! Then, i found out that there were 2 persons with the similar name and that i didn't know him...

[18:06] (**): I REMEMBER YOU LIAO
[18:06] (mirantz): lol
[18:06] (mirantz): i'm glad u did...
[18:06] (**): UR UNDERSTUDY QUEK_C_C SAYS YOU ARE A VERY GOOD NICE MAN!!!
[18:06] (**): RIGHT?!
[18:06] (mirantz): did he?? lol
[18:06] (mirantz): :P
[18:06] (**): yes
[18:07] (**): he always praise you in front of me of you
[18:07] (**): while we go for smoking break

By then, i'm really curious of who he was - how he looked like and such...

[17:59] (mirantz): u have a docket?
[17:59] (**): how i look like
[17:59] (**): i do
[17:59] (mirantz): wad's yr username?
[17:59] (**): u show me urs 1st lah.
[18:00] (mirantz): www.trevvy.com/?mirantz
[18:00] (mirantz): :)
[18:00] (mirantz): yours?

He gave me his URL to his Yahoo photo album. He looked familar. He's someone i knew through the course of my job. I would not say anything more though...

We exchanged numbers...

[18:21] (**): 9******
[18:22] (**): [Name]
[18:22] (**): hey
[18:22] (**): ed
[18:22] (mirantz): 9****** - mirantz
[18:22] (mirantz): or u can call me edgar
[18:22] (mirantz): yup?
[18:22] (**): i call you Edgar lah
[18:22] (**): more "xin xie"
[18:22] (**): more "qin xie"

I was thinking to myself, Hey! I don't even know you well lorz.. We've just met each other once and you've heard so much about me while i've not heard anything about you and here you wanna be qin xie with me...

And after some time later while we were chatting, he just said this...

[19:16] (**): alot of ppl REALLYS MISSES YOU
[19:16] (mirantz): awww
[19:16] (**): QUEK C_C LAH
[19:16] (**): BRENT LAH
[19:16] (mirantz): :P
[19:16] (**): ETC.

That's it about him ba... Well well, i'm so glad that i'm still remembered by people in camp for the good things. I'll have sweet dreams and a good sleep tonight. At least i know that people from camp won't come and haunt me at night or even when they die.. (oops.. choy choy, touch wood - 7th month cannot anyhow say).

Chatted with Kenneth.. Enjoyed it very much. Hendri's in Batam now for a meeting which his company sent him for. Poor him. Putting up in a motel with no aircon and lotsa mozzies. One good thing's that he has free access to the computer terminate and free usage of the internet. I wonder if i would be able to have it in Bangkok. My mailbox will just most prob get flooded and explode. Director and Chief Executive will not be in Singapore for 6 whole days. I hope that sales will not dip. haha... Oh ya, back to where i was (i'm always drifting from one topic to another), Hendri's coming back tomorrow night, so that's one thing good that he can look forward to.

It's 10.14 pm. It's so boring. Had cereals for dinner again just now. Nothing else to eat as i couldn't get in touch with my dad as i wanted him to ta-bao for me. Next time, if i'm old and still single (i hope i would not be next time), and i don't pick up my calls, maybe i'm like starved to death at home (0r office) le. haha...

Nitez.

It's Saturday

It's Saturday! Erm... not now coz it's already past midnight so by right, should be sunday la.

Woke up at noon, went online for a while, approved all the C.A.P ads and vetted through all the dockets pictures. My colleague smsed me 15 mins after i woke up and i didn't even know it as my phone's in silent mode. Not even vibrating as i will put my phone to silent without vibrating on friday and saturday nights when i sleep so that i can have my uninterrupted sleep. At about 12.45pm, the flashing of the phone caught my eye while i was reading the forums. My colleague called saying that he was reaching bugis in 5 mins time and ask where i was. I was like OMG... I rushed through my shower and went to meet him.

Went to office thereafter to clear up some of my work (even though there's not much work to be cleared). From the window of my office, i looked down and the road was packed with police and heavy traffic. A small stretch of North Bridge Road, starting from the junction of Middle Road was closed for the IMF. The view from my office's as shown on the right. That's the library if you can't recognize or if you haven't seen it before. (picture taken using a K800i - bos si's phone)

Went to Lennel's home to play with his dog. Brought along a dvd and watched it in his room. Was just like a cinema with 5.1 surround sound - just that the screen's small. haha... Ta bao-ed dinner thereafter from a nearby coffeeshop. Food was bad. I would rather have Macdonalds and get fatter den to eat that. lol... He lent me the Recycle DVD as well as the I Not Stupid 2 DVD and i can watch it tomorrow (today in fact).

Came home. Did nothing much. Chatted with my di and kenneth. And i just learnt that my friend has been suspended from his job for this whole week pending a police investigation. Wouldn't want to say much on it. Going to sleep soon.

Goodnight peeps and have a happy sunday!

Pink.sg

Nothing much today. I don't have my bunch of keys with me for now. I passed it to my collegue to open the office door this morning and he didn't return it to me. He didn't even realise it until he was home. Gosh. Hope that i can meet up with him tomorrow to get my keys back, else i'll have to reply on my parents in order to get home.

Met up with the owners of Pink.sg. It's a blog quite nicely done up. our voice - an open blog for GLBT's. Go take a look.

Reinstalling my ad server. I forgot the password therefore i'm unable to login to change the ads. Now uploading all the 755 files into my server before i can begin the installation.

I'm tired. Goodnight.

P.S. I think i'm starting to work on my love life again. haha... that's provided someone's responsive.

Belated post.

Nothing much today. Went out with my di, Jerviel. Had dinner at Hans National Library. Went to Coffeebean for tea.

Do you speak english? Do you speak good english? What is Good English? Do you want to speak good english? When do you want to speak good english? Give an example of good english. Give an example of bad english. WHY to all questions. Do you speak singlish? Do you speak good singlish? What is Good singlish? Do you want to speak good singlish? When do you want to speak good singlish? Give an example of good singlish. Give an example of bad singlish. WHY to all questions. This are the questions that were thrown to me in an interview that was studying linguistics in uni.

Okie. And this sux. I accidentally kicked the plug of the router and now my internet connection is lost. Now i can't connect to the net. I can't even connect to my router. No route to host.

Arggh... i dun wanna blog anymore. what's the use when i'll only save this entry to my hard disk and publish only it tomorrow? I'll just type everying in tomorrow's post.

Ciaoz.

Hair do

Woke up. Ate cereals. Went to have my hair cut and dyed. This time round, it's not too bad. Didn't get my brains cooked - just roasted, thanks to the butterfly machine i had to sit under. I can't wash my hair till tomorrow night. Aye.... i dun like that. It'l so difficult to bathe without getting my hair wet. Yes, i wash myhair whenever i bathe, so when i bathe 4 times a day, i wash(and soap) my hair 4 times. Okie - let's move on. No more details about me bathing. Dun think wrongly and this is not a place to get your dicks (if you have) flying high or getting your pussies (again, if you have) wet. Ewww.. i never like the word pussy, let alone pussies (multiple puss-es) and also wet pussy (or wet pussies). It's just simply a turn off for me. And wait. Why am i talking so much about it when i find it gross and it's turning me off? Wait. If i'm not even turned on, how can i be turned off?

Stayed at home the whole day. Ate cerals again for dinner. updated jm website so that i can send out the newsletter tomorrow. cleared emails. Something worng's with the server. I can't seem to send out any emails coz it keeps saying disk space full.. hmmm...

Chatted with friends online. Chatted with my di... Meeting him tomorrow for dinner. Den meeting kenneth, a train enthusiast for dinner on tuesday. It's hard to find train enthusiasts in singapore. Bus enthusiast - lots of them.

Watched Total Eclipse. It's another gay-themed movie. Don't ask me where i got it from. I always have my sources. Thanks to the internet. Haha... Sad ending. Knee tumor. Rare.

Time to sleep soon. Will do so after i finish chatting with my di and kenneth.

Nitez ppl.

Fun Day

Family fun day. Nothing much. Same as per last year just that this year's shorter. Ate 6 cups of ice cream (double scoop). I'll going to put on lotsa weight.

Met up with Alex and Jared at starbucks tampines. Jared gets 20% off coz he's a staff. That's good. Went walking around with Jared as his bf's not here yet. Couldn't accompany him any longer and left him. Went to make appointment to cut my hair tomorrow. 2pm.

Stomach's feeling hungry (or maybe not too good) now. Maybe coz i only ate a little bit today and nothing else.

Nitez.

Proud of my work.

busy day it was today. Had a meeting, followed by a JM shoot followed by setting up for tomorrow's Family Fun Day in my church. I'll be hosting again - aka playing music and blabbering into the mic with no one listening. -_-

Got to sleep. Nitez.

It's September

It's September~~~ 3 more months to Christmas and 4 more months to a new year - Year 2007. Is that fast or still a long time? It really depends on whether you looking at it from a positive or a negative viewpoint. Time really flies...

Went to mox last night and then to AfA's AGM this afternoon and also to COMEX. Bought a new D-Link Wireless ADSL router.

Boss went to Bangkok again for a holiday. Therefore, no one to play with me tomorrow and the day after.

Goodnight peeps. I'm tired. Need my beauty sleep.

P.S. The Queen - is broke. Had to ask his dad to "lend" (give) him some money last night to survive. haha...

Camera Spoilt

Was at the JM shoot today happily taking photosgraphs when the camera gave up on me.

The entire reflex mirror came off. Now i'm without a camera and i have a shoot on thursday. Should you know of anyting who has a digital SLR to lend me for 1 day, on thursday, please contact me.

Help much appreciated.

rotten

Have been rotting the whole day. Nothing much. Yesterday went to Zouk for NUS preview Bash. The guys - ok nia... And i think one of the contestants is an AJ... saw him outside maxwell wif his AJ friend after the competition. That explains the thick makeup during the pagent itself. Went to sweat at happy thereafter.

Nothing much to blog about.

Nitez.

Company Website Revamped

Nth much today. Shaking legs in the office also.

Came home and revamped my company's website - http://www.film5.org/

Now, it's time to sleep as i'm tired from all that revamping.

Tomorrow having NUS Pagent @ 7.30pm at Zouk and BRAVE is the official modelling agency. Then off to Happy for Sweat @ 11.30pm.

Goodnight!

Trevvy under test

Trevvy's launched - but it's still under test. And i'm in office - shaking legs.

No use using it when i dun even know how to use the admin functions nor do i have access to it.

What can i do? I'm being ignored. I'm unwanted.

Sobs.

Trevvy.com is now LIVE

Trevvy.com is now live!

Months of hard work is finally paid off with Trevvy BETA.

And to the team who done it - Cheers!


Visit it at http://www.trevvy.com now.

End of SGBOY Era

There's no more SGBOY. It's the end of SGBOY. SGBOY's gone. SGBOY is no longer THE anything anymore. Trevvy's THE thing.

Trevvy will be launched sometime tomorrow.

It's kinda sad seeing sgboy go... 7 years...

Am very tired. Dunno why...

Nitez...