The Way I Want You Tonight

Hi,

How've you been? Fine? I hope so.

I've been given one day off as i've been so hardworking. oops... i'm bragging about myself again. I must be humble...

I did my facial scrub and hair conditioning tonight.

Tomorrow's going to be someone's wedding.... someone from FCBC...

Going to ITE's open house tomorrow.

Goodnight people.

Love you all.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Got to know this guy today. He's from 1st Commando Bat.'s QM Dept but helps around in the messing office. Since Kenny's on mc, i had to replace him so the trip to the cookhouse to submit the ration forms. And not to my surprise, he didn't know who i was until i told him my name when he asked. Many people see me around in camp, but don't actually know my name.

Learnt that he's a diploma graduate from NYP. ANd he's interetsed in video. Gave him Film 5's URL and asked him to take a look. It would be good to have him on board.

I cooked dinner today. 1) Stir-Fried Prawns with Celery and China Leek, 2) Stir-Fried Sasuages with Gluten and 3) Fried Egg. The Fried Prawns tasted a little different as i used Olive oil. Egg was special as i added in HP sauce and L&P sauce as well as mushroom stock. As usual, i don't normally eat the food that i cook. My parents commented that the above-mentioned 2 dishes were quite nice. I'm impressed. And to think that i didn't even taste it before dishing it out from the wok to the serving plate.

Time for bed. I'm tired after being deprived of sleep for the past week. I'm going to pontang class again tomorrow as i'm going to have a meeting with the bride and groom of the wedding on saturday.

Cheers!


"I wanna thank You, for everything You've done....
I will, You gave Your only son,
To die on the Cross for my sins,
To die on the Cross for my sins..."

I Love You, I Need You, though my world may fall I'll never let You go...

Hello there...

I'm proud to say that i've walked the whole stretch of Niel Road. Just to find Fly Entertainment and/or Fly Academy. First lesson of From Wubbie to Host. It was great. Irene's good. Irene Ang aka Rosie in the sitcom PCK... She's pretty, well, quite.

I'm feeling mixed up. Just lost. Loneliness... A longing for companionship. Well, i suppose that is what you get after being single for almost a year...

I'm calling Sister Assunta tomorrow. She's a nun. I believe she would be able to talk to be and give me suggestions.



"... Taken me from the mury clay, set my feet upon the rock and now i know,
I love You, I Need You, though my world may fall I'll never let You go..."

1 Day MC

I'm on 1 day Sick Leave. Don't ask me what i'm suffering from. Naught said that he'll call me last night but he didn't. And when we chatted over the phone in the afternoon, he said he'll call me tonight. I wonder if that'll be true...

I'm satisfied that at least i've done something productive today. Woke up early to visit the doctor at the Bedok Polyclinic. Thereafter, went to MacDonalds for breakfast. Arrived home and was in front of the computer until about 5pm.

HTTP://WWW.SGYOUTH.INFO/ is born. The under construction page with the pics of the cute guys is still there and will be there until i get the forums ready. Presently, i'm still following SGBOYX. Everything's like wholesale. But the problem is that i wouldn't want people to associate it with SGBOY.COM. I wouldn't want to get SGBOY.COM into trouble. My target audience for the SGYOUTH.INFO is actually Males from ages 14 to 25. Arrows pointing more towards the teenagers, 14 to 18 years old. It's kinda like a "minors allowed here" site.

Went to church to do the audio system for this couple's wedding rehearsal. The worship's terrible. Singers don't blend and the worship leader's not in control. Terrible.

Great. Naught just messaged me. "Sorry, probably can't talk to you tonight sweetie" "Got quite a bit of things to do" "Sorry" "Talk to you tomorrow can?""You go rest well" "Hugs". Sigh... Is he giving me the hints? Or am i just being a little too sensative? I just do not know.



"A Prayer A Day Keeps The devil Away" - MiRaNtZ

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I was lucky last night, or was it early this morning? I called Naught and he just came out from the bath. Gee... How lucky can i be? Being able to hear his voice when i needed someone to talk to. Of course i'm not saying that God's not there, but beside God, at least there's him...

After not working for exactly a week, and being back to work again, words are unable to describe the feeling that i've having. It's not a feeling of pleasure, but the otherwise. Imagine having work piled up on your desk. I left the office only at 7.20pm...

Feeling sinful again. Ate at KFC at 8.30pm and consumed lots of food. I pledge to go swimming at least once in 3 weeks, best if it's once a fortnight or less... Wonder if it'll ever happen...

I'm protecting my computer.... Spybots, Firewalls, AntiSpyware, Antivirus all installed and running...

Naught's away on MSN... Is he watching movies again? Let me call him and find out. Wonder if he'll even pick up my call... Let me just hope that he will.

Cheers!

Valentine's Day

I get smses and PM's from people wishing me Happy Valentine's Day. What's so happy about valentine's day after all when you have no partner and/or not even a date? Valentine's Day to me is yet another day passing, making you one day older. It's one of the worst day of all. Seeing couples being intimate, kissing, hugging, holding hands and being so happy while for me, it's just the opposite.

It's yet another unproductive day. Woke up at 10am and powered on my pc. Checked emails and surfed the net. SGBOY.COM's down. I think the Lunar New Year bug has gotten hold of it as the server's been unstable since the eve of CNY. Updated the church's website and did the church's forums. I'm so glad that now the forums entitled BPMC Xchange is up and running. But again, who's going to use it? Am i going to see my efforts go down the drain again?

I'm feeling so lazy today. I've no mood even to go to classes. My mum chased me out of my room for my bath and out of the house to go for my lessons. I ended up in Jox. Bought myself a pair of swimming trunks. Cost me S$44. It's a pair of low-cut trunks from N2N. It's divided into 2 colors, black on top and light blue at the bottom.

Well, I'm still dwelling on my sadness and loneliness. I hate Valentine's Day. I wonder how others cope with this darned day. I'm going to sleep now, maybe chat with Naught on the phone for a while. He better chat with me and not fall asleep or else i would be very very upset...

And at least, Elmo's always here with me and i can hug Elmo to sleep everything.

I'm Sad. I'm Lonely. I'm Tired. Cannot Sleep. Cry Myself to Sleep.

Visit to Singapore General Hospital

From the title, it sounds as though as i'm writing about my first visit to SGH. It isn't.

Went to church. Surprised that Joe was in church today. I though he would be going back to his former church in Woodlands. He said that he'll be going back there next week onwards and would be back to BPMC in maybe a few months time. I would miss him... Lucky he's styaing near me so i can still visit him. Does as though as he's like my lover or something like that horz... Eeeewwwww..... NEVER! I'm so bad.

Didn't end up in Jox buying my pair of trunks as planned. Went with my dad instead to SGH to visit my aunt who's warded there for almost 3 weeks now. Quite in a bad shape, but when asked by my relatives, i just replied:"Oh, she's fine. At least she's not suffering much apart from her swollen hands due to water retention. Just waiting for the time to come." What else can i say about a 85 year old lady who's semi-conscious with partial renal failure and refuses to eat but to forcefully feed her using the Naso-Gastric-Tube? I met my batch mate in the ward that my aunt's in and found out that my friend's taking care of my aunt. And she asked if i wanted to help her in the feeding. I agreed. And the syringe used was a 25mls syringe. By the time i finish feeding, a 24 hour cycle would have past. Is SGH really so bad that the 60mls syringe ran out? Even the oral toilet set ran out and i had to use a dressing set to clean her mouth for her.

Was supposed to go to the Singapore Indoor Stadium for New Creation Church's Combined Lunar New Year service but it was too rush so i ended up in Suntect City instead. Ate at Subway with my parents and sat down at the Fountain of Wealth for a whole 1.5hours! Watched thed laser show trice and made 2 dedications. 1 to my parents and the other to all the AJ couples wishing them a happy valentine's day. I'm happy to know that the OB markers had been removed as i did the same latter dedication and it was "aired". Not once, but trice.

Another day tomorrow. Guess i'll be waking up late again. Should i go down to Jox to get my trunks??? And English lessons at night at somerset...

Wishing all couples a Happy Valentine's Day. As my friend puts it, Valentine's Day - A day to commemorate the existence of lonely souls.

Nitez! (although i wun be going to sleep even though i'm tired.)

P.S. I'm feeling kinda lonely, bored and sad. No partner and tomorrow's Valentine's Day. Sob Sob...

Oops, i've just realised it's 12.54am, that means, it's already Monday, Feb 14th. Valentine's Day!

4th day of Lunar New Year

I was so tired last night that i didn't even turn on my computer to check my emails.

I was rather pleased with myself as i finally excerised after months of not excerising. I went swimming and tanning over at SAFRA Mt. Faber with Marcus aka llumina. First time seeing him wearing his glasses. But he forgot to bring his goggles and became a blind cat. Then there was this guy who was wearing a light(bright) blue trunks and he was looking at us a number of times. We suspected that he was One. Oh my gosh, such bod he has and what a cutie. Simply droolsome. Poor marcus didn't get to see much.

I went to camp today to help with the Officers' Lunch at the mess. An elegant lady gave us all a red-packet each containing S$6. That's so nice. The spirit of Lunar New Year. I was eating like a glutton and helping myself to the free flow of canned drinks. I'm feeling so sinful now as i can imagine all the sugar in my body. My My... 5 cans sweetened drinks equals about 25 teaspoonful of sugar??? /me wails.... Help~~~

It's bed time soon... Feeling tired and there's nothing much for me online tonight. The forum's rather peaceful, no need to moderate or close threads and not much emails. No one chatting with me, just Poh Liang with me on MSN. Well, church tomorrow and i might go down to Jox to get a pair of trunks myself. The trunks i wore yesterday was more like pants-type so it wouldn't give me a nice tann line. Should i get a pair of luminous(light) green trunks or a pair of luminous(light) orange trunks??? Or the one that cutie hunk was wearing, the blue one?? AussieBum has nice range of trunks and Jox also has... Well, guess i'll just return to Jox as Ken's so much nicer than the guys over at NewUrbanMales. NUM's staff are all so dao. And the staff they employ at their other shop, NUM FlipFlops, is a str8. How can they every have str8's in NUM? It's just such a disgrace to the AJ community. Oops... Am i kinda steriotyping again??? Guess i am... Sorry.

Cheers!

Blessed!

2nd day of Lunar New Year

Woke up at about 11am.

Get out of bed.

Walk to the toilet and pee.

Walked to the kitchen and saw the fish and chicken on the basin.

Began preparation for cooking.

Cooked.

Guests Arrived. Mike and Ravi didn't come. Lots of leftover food.

Guests left.

Joe still around talking about his life story to my mum. I'm bored.

Here i am blogging.

Such an unproductive day.

1st Day of Lunar New Year

Welcome to the year of the rooster. It's the first day of Lunar New Year 2005. I'm tired although i didn't do anything much today. Well, i guess i'll have to rest early tonight as i've to wake up rather early tomorrow to prepare for dinner(tomorrow).

I've invited several people to my house for tomorrow's dinner. On the guest list are: Jingle(my Godma) & Family[Jonathan, JB, Janene and Rowenna(their helper), Mike(my collegue from CGH) and his friend, Ravi(used to be one of the pts from CGH and is a Gruka), Joe(my Godbrother) and of course, my parents. 11 in total. Whoa!

Dishes: Cream of Chicken with Corn and Mushroom Soup, Buttered Brocolli with Mushroom and Egg Tofu, Ayam Masak Merah and Deep Fried Fish in Batter. 4 in total. Hope it'll be a fast one, but judging from the dishes, i dun think so. haha...

Wish me luck and a happy time in the kitchen tomorrow. haha...

Cheers!

Reunion Dinner

Blessed Lunar New Year to all.

The eve of the Lunar New Year is whereby the family comes together and have their dinner together. It's known as Reunion Dinner. Yu Sheng, a dish with lots of colored vegetables mainly green, red and white carrot, pamelo, crackers, groundnuts, raw fish (usually salmon) and plum sauce would be consumed. Everyone would crowd around the table with a pair of chopsticks and would stir the Yu Sheng. The higher you stir, the more wealth and prosperous one would get in the coming year. Thereafter, the ugly side. Table gets messy, ingredients of the Yu Sheng lying around.

I wanted to go down to Chinatown to take a walk and embrace the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, but no one would accompany me. They're all afraid of crowds. So here i am, all alone at home.

Anyway, let's welcome the year of the rooster.

Cheers!

Arghhh.... Wireless Networks Security

After nearly of not blogging for about a month or more, i've decided to start blogging again. I'm bored.

I'm now sitting down at the 24 hour coffeeshop which has the large television, opposite my block, the one beside bedok community library. I'm using my laptop. After switching on my laptop, it detected 7 wireless networks. My notebook connected to one of them automaitcally. I didn't know that the wireless networks are so insecure. The information is neither encrypted nor password protected. If i were a hacker, the user can just say bye bye to their systems.

Logging off soon as i've to shut down my notebook. I'm left with just 8% of battery... Ciao.