Paragon @ Orchard Road

Just came back not too long ago from Paragon Shopping Center over at orchard road... the choir was performing there... overall, it was good, better than yesterday's over at the rc...

tomorrow... exercise falcon 1b, now over at mandai area... so wun be back until thursday... no water and electricty again.. haha...

okie.. tiem to sleep... ciaoz.

Tiring Christmas + New Song

It's been rather tiring week, rather weekend for me...

I'm totally drained out...

Thursday, 15 Dec, technical rehearsal, 7pm all the way to 1am.
Friday, 16 Dec, full rehearsal, 7pm till 1am... (okie... it's till 12 but i had to stay till 1am to do up the admin stuff and all tat...)

den for today.... had to reach church before 10am to setup for the rehearsal for tomorrow's service... den had a rehearsal for the mandarin ministry for their play... and it all went well...

just came home not too long ago... going to sleep soon as i'm really very very tired...

tomorrow will be performing at blk 247, pasir ris street 21 at 6pm for their christmas party... den on monday night at the stage outside paragon at orchard road at 8pm...

wun be attending serivce 2morrow.. haha...

And since it's christmas, i've change the background song to a medley of songs... Child of Light, taken from the musical One Of Us... Enjoy!

nitez!

Part-Time Flash/Web Designer Wanted

Part-Time Flash/Web Designer

An extremely creative and talented individual with a good sense of style. Strong proficiency in web layouts and Macromedia Flash is a must. Applicants with experience in portrait photography is preferred or should have a keen interest in photography. Expertise in video editing, Dreamweaver and Adobe Photoshop is also an advantage. Please send some samples of your design work and/or URLs to homepages you've designed.

If you think you fit the bill, interested applicants should direct their resumes, self-photos and samples of their work (if any) to:

hr@gracetalent.com

or

GRACE talent management, 416 Bedok North Avenue 2, #07-25, Singapore 460416.

You're Invited!

Dear All,

You're invited to the Christmas Musical. Contact me for more info.

Cheers!

P.S. My dad won the 4th prize in his annual D&D... The prize = Fujitsu Desktop...

Back from Chiang Mai, off to Falcon

I'm back from Chiang Mai... will be going off to Exercise Falcon soon...

cya!

In Chiang Mai

Hi everyone...

I'm now over in Chiang mai... Went to the highest point in Thailand today and it was about 2,650 meters high or something like tat... Average temperature there was about 8 degrees c. Well, i was wearing my windbreaker even though i tot tat i didn't need to...

Okie... i'll be going over to more homes tomorrow and will be back only on the 5th.... will blog again if i have time to provided i can blog...

okie... gtg...

buaiz guys...

Northern Thailand, here i come...

I'm very tired.

Was up on saturday morning at about 10am.. and slept on sunday morning at 4.30am due to sweat and woke up at 7am for church and have been up till now...

Will be going to sleep now after packing my bags and stuff...

still short of 2 items... electrical adaptor and 10 rolls of film + battery.. haha...

Have to be up at 9am tomorrow.. be in church by about 10 and do up my finial paper work and reach the airport by 2pm... i'll leave singapore soil at about 4.45pm.. haha..

I'll try to check my emails and update my blog as and when i can.. so for those of you who wants to know how i'm surviving, can just check back. haha..

Cheers!

Nitez!

Casting Call for Short Film

Extracted from the email that i sent out to the mailing list of GRACE....

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Hi all,

For anyone who's interested to do short films to gain experience & add a
showreel to your name.

Here's a casting call you might be interested in.

Please contact the people directly if you're interested, and do remember to
update us if you?re involved in any films/programs so we can update your cv
on our end (if any).

Cheers,

Mirantz Tan
Artiste Management
GRACE talent management
www.GRACEtalent.com

====================

I am searching for:

(a) Female, Early 20s, look friendly and approachable.
Those that you would share your probs with and easy to
talk to. She will be hosting a show for aids.

(2) Female, early 20s, look good and attracting. With
the X-factor and character. She will be hosting a show
on metrosexuals.

(3) Male, 18-22, like bryan wong or kym ng style of
hosting. He will be hosting a show or dare and silly
things.

(4) 2 pairs of males and females. They must look good
when dressed up, naturally. Gonna be fashion trend
setters. 1 pair 17-20. The other pair 19-23. They will
be hosting a show on budget spending.

Minimum costs like food and transport will be covered. Other possibilities of
looking into payment for their help can be further discussed and that will be
subjected to change. Those who sucessfully fly through the autitions will be
giving a 2-day course on Hosting.

Interested Actors, please email your CV & pictures to Ivan at
akh1986@yahoo.com.sg or call 91093791 if you have any queries.

Just Like Heaven

Woke up early today... went to my cousin's house and then went to White Sands Primary School.... Primary 1 orientation so went there to give out the flyers.. haha...

thereafter, went to church for the rehearsal...

den went to raffles place to meet my camp mates.... Ah Seng, Ah Meng, Kenny, Nicholas and Joseph.... Went to Far East Square for dinner at this japanese "restaraunt".. quite ok the food, i would say... might return in future... haha...

den walked all the way from there to suntec city and we had dessert at NYDC... yum yum.... cheese cake.. den meng left us and we went for the movie.. quite a nice one... twist in the story towards the end, but alas, a sweet ending.

and oh.... we took pictures using ah seng's camera phone.... so will have to wait till he sends it to us via email and i'll publish it...

and yeah.... pL called me after dinner and asked me about some camp stuffs.... and i asked ah seng... coz he's in charge of clothing.. and pL tot i was in camp or something.. haha... and in the end, i passed the call to ah seng.. guess i must be hated by ah seng le coz i'm like to bad guy shooting arrows to him... well, no choice wad.... pL shoot to me.... and pL oso no choice wad.. his staff shoot to him wan.... whahhaha.... poor pL.... he's like so stressed and weary these days....

took the 2nd last train home... gtg sleep... church tomorrow...

Tata guys....

Tired

Tomorrow will be having a function... Head Joint Plans coming to my camp for a discussion den for the usual tour of my camp... i wonder wad's so nice about our camp.... okie la.. there are but they're all listed as classified and above so i can't type it here.. hahha.. -censored-

Imagine S$50 worth of kuehs for 15 persons.... That's about S$3 per head.... so that works out to about 4 pieces of kueh per person, if i take a piece of kueh at S$0.70. it seems that my careful budgeting and my handphone will come in handy again.. haha....

Instead of having a mini-bus to bring me for out-detail, i'll be having a 10-seater commercial bus to bring me around this time... haha... reason: lack of drivers... i've invited pL if he would like to come with me for the local purchase.. haha.... and i guess i would be the lunch delieveryman again.. taking orders from people; BK, KFC, Mac... wad else?? haha....

okie.. time for me to get my beauty sleep....

take care all you guys out there and remember, you're all Blessed by Him above!

Pra1se G0d!

Updating...

I'm updating my blog again... after about a week of not blogging.. coz i was busy...

I'm now a reseller of Domain Names and more, with Registerfly.com.. hehe...

So if you want domain names, webhosting, whois protection and all that, just contact me, or just click on the banners you see...

I'm also updated my company's website, www.film5.org after not updating it for so long... Am thinking of what to include into the site.. haha... i i should have 3 different sites or just 1 site with 3 sections for my 2 divisions and the subsidiary.. haha...

okie... going to katong to maybe, make a new pair of specs... den going to church to prepare for the rehearsal for tomorrow's service...

ciao.

Rotting

Didn't do anything today... have been rotting at home the whole day...

woke up only at about 2pm today... have been online ever since... SINGNET sux... i can't access my domain name... it's not due to my server... it's due to SINGNET!!!!

i'm thinking of what i can do with fluffboy.com. Should i make it into a safe sex site for MSM's? or into what it was last time?? erotic forums? but option 2 will get clamp down and having to play police and thief again....

i'll be starting my hosting classes which i've been planning for a long time tentatively... location shall be at my guardian.. haha..

joel's backslided.... hhhmmm... think i should start to pray for him....

okie... gtg... nitez all...

My Guardian BASC

Didn't go to the zoo today.

Ended up staying at home the whole day. Well, at least i did something productive.

I finished up the website for my cousin brother's company. It's a Before and After School Care and Enrichment Center named My Guardian. It's website, www.myguardian.com.sg. My very first .com.sg site which i'm maintaining. It seems that the 2nd would be coming soon... my church's site might be moving out of .info and moving to .org.sg or .com.sg as well.. haha...

Tomorrow, back to the center to help my cousin and his wife.. den thursday, another public holiday. might be going to my dad's friend house for lunch as he invited my dad and me.... he's a muslim therefore celebrates hari raya puasa. Lennel's asking me to go tanning with him at sentosa.... but i would rather go to mountbatten for a swim as well.. haha...

sleepin g time...

btw, Praise God, Lennel came to know the Lord and he's now saved!

Server Down

the stoopid server is down. called registerfly for so long... and no one answered.... sigh... hope it'll be up by 2morrow...

long day tomorrow.... church.. den dinner.. den meeting 5thwall for club95 den to sweat... den sunday muz be in church by about 9am.. sianz....

and the person whom i likes closed door... sob sob...

sleep time.

Well again!

I've recovered from my throat infection and fever... haha...

I woke up this morning withour my fever, just a little pain in the throat...

Went to see the doctor at the polyclinic and got an mc for today...

Spent my time doing up websites, adding in the technical support icon in all the websites that i'm hosting as well as i did a littel for my own webby as well.. do you see the difference in this blog now? Look carefully... It's just below the Jesus Is Lord picture.. haha... Very soon, i'll publish the about, pictures and articles section.. And for those of you who likes read, happy reading the articles...

I seem to have a liking for this person whom i met today.. haha... Will it ever work out?? haha... The person has a diploma in visual comms and majors in photography... kewl huh?

Time to sleep.

Goodnight people...

Sick

Am sick.

Friday - Down with Throat Infection (as told by the polyclinic doctor)
Saturday - Down with slight fever (37.8)
Saturday night - Down with fever (38.2) thanks to my mum who gave me the chinese herbal drink... which doesn't work on me... resorted to my paraceptemol and it went down...
Sunday morning - My t-shirt and pants stinks - sweated on bed...
Now, Sunday night - Fever still (38.4) Instantly, my dad bought from Giant Bedok, 2 bottles of wheatgrass drink with soursop which costs S$4.80... Feeling a little better....
Tonight - dunno wad will happen...

Tomorrow - on half day in afternoon... can i go to camp??? or should i get mc??? i dunno...

sianz...

how i wish i can have someone by my side to be with me... or someone beside me in bed whom i can just hug.... sigh....

Cakes

Just finished baking not too long ago...
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Went back to camp on saturday. Came back and slept all the way from about 5pm to this morning, 10.30am... I'm such a pig... haha...

Played piano and sang at the same time... 2 hours of playing today... normally would be just one hour or so... a rainy day... cooling... nice weather....

Baked 2 cakes.... 1) Milo Chocolate Chip Cake and 2) Pandan Flavored Mix Fruit Cake.
Will be bringing it to camp tomorrow for everyone to eat to destress themselves.... LRI's killing everyone... well, almost... haha....

Hopefully tomorrow will be a day where i can rest in camp.. haha....

And ya... i've to give a few pieces of cake to pL as i told him tat i was baking on friday and he asked if his share was in it.. so ya.. hahah.....

Cheers everyone!

I Died

The LRI team came today. My store was checked.

7 line items wrong... 6 surplus and 1 defie.

To prevent OC's head from rolling, we're going back to camp tomorrow to recount everything, every single item in the stores which are not checked yet.. and i'll be going to all teh offices to do their room inventory...

I wonder what time we'll be able to finish, else, will spend a whoel saturday in camp, which i wouldn't want to...

I'm supposed to attend the missions conference tomorrow from 9am to 5 pm... sigh... seems that i'll be missing the morning part...

I was on the same bus with pL on my way to TM after camp... he was such a darling to accompany me to Life bookshop and then walk me to the bus interchange and then he left for home which was in the other direction... If his partner ever bullies him, well, i guess, ... *dunno what to say*... haha....

Yup... i pre-ordered the cd, Change Your World by Darlene Zschech. And i've paid for it... S$19.72... after 10% discount for students.. heheh.... ready for collection on monday...

Cheers and Good Night...

Goodnight Jesus!

Pre LRI

LRI's tomorow... or rather, today.. hahah....

left camp only at about 11.30pm.. and managed to catch the 2nd last bus home....

going to sleep now... very very tired...

goodnight.

Tired me

Left camp only at 10pm.

OC was supposed to check my store at 6.30pm but due to the ranking exercise ending only at 5, i wasn't able to get my store ready by that time as there's lots of washing to do.... blame it on those who drinks coffee or tea... After washing everything and so forth, it was time for oc to check, but he was no-where to be found... nah.. he didn't go anywhere... he went to check another store first...

By the time he came to check my store, he just walked in, sat down on the chair, asked me to take out the room inventory which i did, and he looked through and just said, "there's nothing for me to check in your store" and left. Phew! what a relief. I was left dumbfolded. And i didn't even pray... well, bad bad me, but i just left out God in moments like these...

I really want to thank God for all that He's done for me. His Grace... no words can describe it... how deep or how far or long....

it's just checking of emails and to blog, to read some other's blog and time for sleep. I shall sleep at 11.30pm latest. lucky pL. having off tomorrow....

Praise God. and now, it's time for bed.

Tired

Had lunch with pL today.... managed to chat wif him.. haha... has been a long time since i last had lunch with him...

I'm so tired... i might stay in tomorrow if the need arises to...

and my oc just said that after lri, all of us will have a break.... a 5-day-off??? whahha...

just managed to get a list of nightspots, places to eat and to go to in chiang mai from utopia asia. hehe.....

going to sleep liaoz... i've been feeling very tired these days although i get more than 7 hours of sleep.. guess it's stress....

nitez...

Chiang Mai

Chiang Mai, here i cum...

I'll be leaving for Chiang Mai from Singapore via Tiger Airways Flight 128 on the 28th of November 2005 at 16.45 hours and will return to Singapore via Tiger Airways Flight 129 on the 5th of December at 23.30 hours. Anyone wants to send me off or receive me at the airport?? haha....

Airfare costs S$259.46 for a round trip (SIN - CNX - SIN). Whoa.. That's a heavy load.... I'm now surviving on S$40 for the whoel of this month till payday on 10th of November.... sigh....

Exit Permit Applied and Approved... Now, have to apply for leave.. haha... I've about 7.5 days left for this year (including those brought forward from last year...) minus the 5 days which i'll be taking for the trip... so equals 2.5 days left for this year... and for next year, i'll have another 7 days... yeah! well, i'm not as fortunate as pL as he has lotsa leave left... sigh....

Anyway, will be sleeping soon.. haha... but not so early.. definately before 10...

Goodnight Guys!

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For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love,
I'll be a weakness in the silences
When words are not enough,
Every breath I take
We'll give thanks to God above,
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love...

by Avalon from the song Testify To Love - Now Playing on mirantz.blogspot.com

Mission Trip Planning

It's a headache to plan on going on a mission trip. Not going to Lopburi as the youth team's going there already. So now, to chiang mai now.. and deciding on the number of days we should spend there and all that.. and budgetting... and leave application. tentatively, i'll be leaving for chiang mai on tiger airways on 30 nov and arrive back in singapore on the 5th of dec.... so 4 days of leave... haha...

headache argh... just to plan for a missin trip... just a duration... sigh...

went out with sin today... had tea over at suntec's sky garden... treated me to cake... was quite nice... *thanks* *hugs* well, wad 2 do... no $$$ le...

next month will be dreadful... will have to survive with $40 for the whole month.... sigh...

goodnight people... sleep time... store inspection tomorrow... and wednesday.. and friday, LRI....

btw, realised that teh song changed?? haha.... Testify To Love by Avalon.

back fomr ex. bogata

came back from exercise bogata on wedesday morning at about 2am. it's a good experience to be a support personnel for an exercise... i dun mind being on an exercise unless i can get to bathe... haha...

i'm too tired and lazy to blog today.... lotsa things to share... but just no mood and tired...

i got to know this person. dunno how the person's number got into my phone... haha.... now i'm suspecting things.... well, if what i'm presuming and thinkiing and assuming is true, how good it would be.. haha.... i kinda like that person too.. haha.... but the person's sick now... poor thing.... "get well soon..." *hugs*

goodnight people.

wish me luck...

Loneliness & bo mood liaoz.... :(

Why isit that whenever i post, or when i'm writing my entry for the day, the same song will be playing on winamp... It's not say that i purposely click it, but it just plays....

My Soul Sings......
You're all that I want,
You're all that I need
You'll all that I want,
You'll all that I live for in this world...
Jesus~~~~ You are all I need,
Jesus~~~~ You are everything!

I came across this person... 33 years old... in the medical profession. Den the person wanted to meet me @ 5pm @ paragon.. it chanced to me that the person might be working @ Mt. Eli hospital... Viola! I was right! whahaha.... no one would be able to cheat me on hospitals in singapore... whahaha..... unless it's those ulu nursing homes or something like that... whahaha... Therefore, i'll be meeting this person tomorrow night for dinner... wish me luck....

And i've no mood for the night laioz.... Saw Jenson coming online and i asked him to see my blog entry for yesterday...

I was so proud of it coz of all the "interactive" icons and images.... I thought it looked good, one setback being that it's background doesn't match and sticks out like a sore thumb.... Den, he said "my blog more interactive lor people see all faint .coz most of the time all so long", "all so nt nice" and "na ni na ni na na".... Sob sob...

Goodnight people... really no mood le....

All That I Want

You are all that I want!


Left camp today only after fall out... which is at 5.45pm.... and i fell-out also on monday.... I'm a good boy boy....


I dunno why, but i'm just feeling so tired today.. dead tired...


My store's inspection on the 3rd of october.... And i'm only less than 50% done... my my.... I'm going bonkers too....


I'm going sleep early.... I wanna go watch Corpse Bride... Any kind soul wants to accompany me to watch? Okie.. think i shouldn't make myself so pitiful else i'll get myself,andHaha...


Okie.... Time for me to Sleep... Goodnight people...


God Bless!

Another Day

It's another normal boring and tiring day...

went to camp and back... 2 understudies for my CQ... 1 of them looks nice though.. hehe...

am a little down... the person whom i like, likes someone else... sigh...

nitez people....

Another sad night....

SWEAT @ Happy, Singapore

Went to SWEAT.05 at Happy last night...

Reached at about 11.15pm.. was early so went over to maxwell hawker center to get myself a drink... sugar cane juice... just a small cup costs $1.50. It's so expensive...

Gathered outside Happy and we all went in together... 7 of us in all. 1 female. Nickky...

My shift was from 3am to 4am... Despite having a smaller quantity of bags to give out, as of 4am, there were still about 50 or so that weren't given out yet.... So just left it on the chair...

At about 2am, CID from the Licencing Unit came.... 3 policeman in civilian were at the back door and i presume that there were some in the front as well. The music stopped suddenly and there was an announcement made, asking all those topless to wear back their clothes....

Then they left shortly...

Anyway, who's going to the next SWEAT? SWEAT.06

See you guys, for those who are going...

Void Deck

I'm now sitting at the void deck of a HDB block in Bishan... Supposed to meet my friend to ton overnight at his place, but then am still waiting for for his parents before i can enter his house..

Luckily, i brought my laptop and viola, there was an unsecured wireless here.. haha... and i managed to get onto it here i am.. haha...


Went to watch Quidam with Jared on tuesday...

As to what i posted in the Quidam thread over at sgboyx,

Just came back frmo the show today....

was awesome....

the Food and drinks are so damn ex... cutting throat, and not only that, after cutting, add salt....

Soft Drinks & Water - S$5
Popcorn - S$6 & 7...

The dvd's @ S$50... the tshirts there... even the S kinda "big" for me also... sigh.. maybe coz i'm too small.. whahaha... in the end, ended up buying a XL female blouse for myself.. whahhahaha....

That's it for now... It's back to office in the morning, or worse come to worse, take a cab over to office... Meeting my friend, the reformed ah-beng, raymond at my office at about 9... pL's having the last lesson with his music teacher... he likes the teacher very much but he's leaving.... hope he gets a better teacher or at least, someone who can really teach him, without expecting him to go for grading... that's the thing i hate most about music... grading...

Anyway, not sure if he'll be popping over to my office after his lesson though...

Signing off!

Mooncakes

Made Mooncakes again today after i came back from my Volunteer Training with AfA.

Just done with my recording of videos.. damn tired.... stoopid videos...

nitez.

Durian Cake

I started to prepare the ingredients and tools immediately after i reached home, not before switching on my pc... ahha....

Durian Cake... 3 layers... Top and Bottom: The durian flavored sponge cake and Middle: Pure Durian Filling.... Sounds tempting yeah???

Will be bringing some to camp tomorrow to let my friends try... and gave my dad a box also for him to bring to his office...

Might be going down to Joe's friend's shop to collect the battery that i bought for my videocam... else my dad will do that.... so in total, i've 2 new batteries.. hehe...

Nitez people...

Nitez Daddy God!

Mooncake Failure

Sigh.... Failed to make my durian mooncake today.. no mood to talk liaoz.. or even type...

guys, beware of wad you blog.... 2 users of sgboyX was charged in court today for racist comments in either their blogs or in forums.

"The charges read that Lim had, on 16 and 17 June 2005, posted anti-Muslim remarks on the general discussion forum of www.doggiesite.com.

Koh was alleged to have done the same on 12, 15 and 17 June on another website, www.upsaid.com."

And yeah... I'm going to watch Quidam.... The circus... Jared's mum called and asked if i would like to accompany Jared to go watch.. so i agreed after much hesitation coz of the cost... she would definately pay for everything... and the cheapest tix is like $69..... i must find a way to pay her back at least 3/4 of it....

And i've just received my Singapore Nursing Board renewal of licence letter asking me to renew my licence as it'll expire on 31 December 2005... and i'll have to renew it for another year... it's so troublesome... having to renew my licence every year... S$20 fly away again....

It is an offence to practise nursing without a valid practising certificate. Your registration or enrolment as a nurse or midwife may be cancelled if your practising certificate has not been renewed for a continuous period of 5 years.

Sleep time... Night....

One More Chance

Went to watch the movie by Jack Neo, One More Chance with my parents just now. In fact, i've just arrived home not too long ago.

Zheng You Huang (Mark Lee) has a tendency to brag and lie. It finally gets him into trouble with the law and he’s put to prison when his ex-girlfriend Mei Bao (Apple Hong) is pregnant with his child. Upon his release from prison six years later, he tries to regain the trust of Mei Bao and his six year old daughter (Megan Tay) but realizes that it will not be easy to get his family back as Mei Bao now has a new boyfriend, Mike (Cheng Hong). You Huang’s good friends from prison, Xu Hui (Henry Thia), and Ah Guang (Marcus Chin) also face different challenges as they attempt to reform their ways after they are released from prison.

It's local movie with quite a nice storyline and is touching and comical yet at the same time, lame. I would personally give it 3 out of 5 stars...

I got to know this guy online who's having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). It's sad to see that people still treat mental illness as a stigma.... I hoping that i would be able to know him better and be his friend....

And, the "cat" aka the guy going to be my "assistant" will be posted to me tomorrow... my my.... But i know that my Daddy God already has plans for me and him. I'm sure that God will guide me through this period.

Goodnight peeps and you're all Blessed by Him to sits on the throne above!

Lonely... I'm so lonely...

This few days has been tiring... Yesterday and today...

We're finally our office out from Blk 12 to Blk 37, the former MT Line building...

My store's finally more or less settled. Accounting's the big problem now... All the ranks and the drill ammunitions...

Tomorrow morning, dialogue cum forum @ 8.45am in the officers' mess and they want sofas... I'm not affected in any way as i'll be busy preparing the refreshments for the function but my poor collegues would have to shift the sofas from one building to the other... and back after the function. Such a trouble...

I hope that we'll be getting off's soon... I wish that it would happen...

I'm feeling lonely... I'm not feeling empty. In fact, i'm filled with the Spirit of the Lord... I'm lonely, maybe coz i'm without a partner... But when will God place someone to be with me? Maybe it's just that God wants me to wait and have the fruits of the spirit - Patience.

I've realised that i've been challenged many times by God. Sometimes i fail, sometimes not. At the rate that i'm going now, i'm on track..

Time to sleep..

Nitez!

Lappy's sick....

My lappy's sick.. Actually not really very sick la... just that, he's partially dumb....

You see, whenever i plug in a jack into the audio jack, instead of having the sound coming from the audio output, it still comes out from the lappy's speakers.... So can i say that it's wailing?? hahaha....

Called DELL and they asked me to flash bios. Done that but to no avail...

Will have to get the technician to come over to get it cured... else my poor lappy will be either partialy dump or, partially deaf... depending on how you look at it...

Congrats to Suat Ling.. She gave birth to a healthy baby boy.... The boy's Blessed!

Cheers!

Renovations

It has been a tiring day for me... Renovations going on in my store... it's so dusty and noisy... i'll be getting asthma if it doesn't end. luckily it's going to be completed by tomorrow.. i hope...

thanks for all the concern people. i'm much better now, all thanks to the Almighty God above. God He Reigns!

If God wants me to be attached, He will get someone to me.

Just like for example, this guy from another sub-unit from my camp will be posted to my department and my OC decided to put him under my charge. knowing this guy, he's someone rather strange with wierd character, i asked him why. He said that i was the most patient guy in the whole dept. Am i really that nice and patient?

I believe that God has put him under my charge. I think that God wants me to learn something from this and that He has something in plan for me and also that guy. I'll pray about this and i hope that God will tell me soon. But whatever it is, i'll just have to Trust and Obey...

Trust and Obey,
for there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus,
But to Trust and Obey.

Heart Broken

Went to SWEAT.04 @ Happy last night to distribute goodie bags containing condoms, lubes and discount vouchers. Left at 4am and went home to sleep.

Woke up rather late today and missed church as well as the 40 days of purpose group. Went out with Mike. He sort of dated me. We were like a couple, sharing things and holding hands. How i enjoyed the time spent with him. But then came the dissapointment.

After we left each other for home, i smsed him asking him if we're progressing or just remaining as friends. His response wasn't very positive saying that he's confused and needs some time to sort things out. I offered help, but he wanted to be alone. I respect his decision. One needs to be alone at times.

And for this, i'm just feeling heartbroken and upset... I somehow have the feeling that he's not only dating me, but someone else as well... sigh....

"God, I pray that You'll help me go through this stage. I pray that You give me what You want me to get. Lord, I pray that if You want Mike to be be with me and be my partner, I know that You will give Mike to me. I'm sad and heart-broken Lord. I pray that You will restore it. I pray that Lord, You will make me concentrate on You at this moment.
In moments like this
I sing out a song
I sing out a song to You Jesus
In moments like this
I lift up my voice
I lift up my voice to the Lord
Singing I Love You Lord
Singing I Love You Lord
Singing I Love You Lord
Singing I Love You Lord.
I pray that You will comfort me. I pray that Lord, You will help Mike as well. Help him sort out his confusions. Help him in everything that he does.
All these I ask in Jesus most precious name, Amen.

Minister Injects Silicon Into Penis

Its been a rather tiring day. Even though i slept early last night, i didn't have a sound sleep as i was woken up by my friend at about 10 plus... I'll be sleeping early again today and hopefully no one calls.. haha...

I didn't realize that today's already thursday and in my mind, i still thought it was wednesday until pL told me it was thursday... I'll be over at Happy on saturday night from 11pm to 4pm to distribute goddie bags containing discount voucher, educational materials and condom. SWEAT; every last saturday night of the month. Anyone wants to come with me?

For today, I'll share something that i read from sgboyX a few minutes ago.

PM asks the big question: Who is it?

Thaksin leads Cabinet bid to uncover which minister quietly received a silicone injection

The Nation
August 24, 2005

Several male Cabinet members dared not look Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra in the eye after he asked a simple question: “Who did it?”

A source from yesterday’s Cabinet meeting said Thaksin was light-heartedly asking his ministers who had received a silicone injection to enlarge his penis.

“Who did it? Tell me. This has affected the reputation of the Cabinet, because the news went round the world. I don’t want the people to think that Cabinet members are obsessed with this kind of thing,” the source quoted Thaksin as saying.

Apparently, several male Cabinet members looked down at the floor following the question.

A woman last week said she believed a current Cabinet member had received a silicone injection to enlarge his penis from the same clinic where she had received an injection that caused her face to be disfigured. She has called on the minister to come forward as a defence witness after the clinic sued her for defamation.

The source said that Thaksin then changed his tone and asked Public Health Minister Suchai Charoen-ratanakul, tongue-in-cheek, whether he could check and find the minister who had his penis enlarged.

“The next room is empty. Can you use it to check the ministers right now?” the source quoted Thaksin as saying.

Deputy Finance Minister Varathep Ratanakorn then joked that former public-health minister Sudarat Keyuraphan had volunteered to carry out the check.

Sudarat reportedly blushed following Varathep’s comment.

Speaking to reporters after the Cabinet meeting, Sudarat said that no one would admit it.

“But it won’t be hard to check. Just scan ministers when they attend the next meeting. If it shows something opaque, we can guess that’s it,” she said.

Deputy Public Health Minister Anutin Charnveerakul jokingly told reporters that all of the male Cabinet members had sat with their knees close together.

Labour Minister Somsak Thepsuthin laughed when asked to comment on the issue. “This issue is bigger than that of Thai labour on Taiwan,” he replied, laughing.

12 year old charged with raping of 8 year old

I came across this article while suring sgboyX...

In Sunday's (21 August 05) Bangkok's paper 'The Nation', a 12 year old schoolboy in Wigan, Lancs has been charged with the rape of an 8 year old boy together with the following offences:- 2 counts of rape, 7 counts of sexual assaults and 3 counts of engaging a child in sexual activities.

I really wonder what this world is coming to. Internet access has become so accessable and so easily available, the younger ones are getting more and more IT literate until this happens. Where did he learn it from? I suppose from the internet; unless his dad or relative is a gay and he copied their actions? I only had internet connection when I was 12! Now, you get to connect to the net at the age of 4! The mass media has a huge influence...

I'm going to turn in. It's time for bed. I doubt that I can sleep though and I'll be tossing and turning in bed till past midnight...

And tonight's post is error-free. I proof read it before clicking the publish post button. English and not Singlish.. :)

Goodnight People... Goodnight Daddy God.


You deserve all the Praise!

Singing in the office

My 2 bosses weren't around in camp today. The bigger one was on urgent leave and the smaller one was on mc.

I went back to the office today. And instead of the usual keyboard playing, all of the sudden i just had the urge to turn on my cd player and played the planet shakers cd... and not long ago, i was singing along with the cd.. not softly, but rather loudly... i was just fully filled with the spirit of God. Hallelujah!

back at home now and i'm going to turn in soon. tired...

Come and Adore Him Jesus Christ!

GOD HE REIGNS

Woke up late as usual and skipped church again.

Had lunch at home... 2 packets of instant noodles with chicken powder (i didn't out in the seasoning that came with the noodles), 1 egg, sesamie oil and pepper powder. 1 cup of iced milo to go along with it...

Went out with Tai Boon to PS and watched with him Charlie. 2nd time watching it. Well, it's a nice show so i didn't mind watching it for the second time... Met nattie and we walked at taka and had dinner there...

I bought the newly released cd, GOD HE REIGNS by Hillsongs. Quite nice... am listening to it now. Wait till i hear and like a really nice song before i change the song playing... haha...

Time to sleep tomorrow as i've to go back to camp tomorrow. Sianz.. I'm dreadding it.. i hope i don't get promoted to cpl or else, it'll be horrible... i'm looking forward to christmas.... and then to chinese new year whereby i'll be signing clearance together with pL... we've already agreed on it... haha.... my my.. i'm so looking forward to it....

Cheers people. and remember, GOD LOVES YOU! GOD HE REIGNS!

Long Day

Was in camp on friday when i received a call from my nursing agency at about 3pm asking if i wanted to take up an assignment at Gleneagles Hospital at 8pm that night. As i had nothing planned for the night, i accepted the offer.

Left camp at about 4.30pm and headed straight home for dinner, took my bath. Took a bus ride to the hospital. Ward 8W. The last time i went there was at level 10... the Suites... this time round, was just a hotel room.... a little smaller than the suite but was just exactly the same setup as a normal hotel room, except that the king sized bed was replaced with a hospital bed.

The 77 year old man slept at 9pm... Why do all the patients sleep at this time? My previous few patients also sleep at about this time... But for this case, none of the family members were present leaving me alone with the patient and passing me my pay before they left. He then woke up at 3am to watch television.. Channel 5.... Sigh.. no chance for me to sleep. 8am... time for me to leave.

Walked out to the main road and realised that there was no buses to hougang. so took a bus to tangs there and realised that there were no buses also. therefore i walked all the way to dhoby ghaut mrt to take NEL to my office at hougang... reached there at about 8.45am...

Asked if pL would be early and wanted breakfast and was told that he wun be coming... including his music theory tutorial... went to get breakfast for myself... Den time to sms jenson telling him that he could come early... He too couldn't make it as he was sick... argh.... wasted my trip to hougang... left for home.... arrived home at about noon and slept at 12.30pm.

Woke up only at 9pm... i'm a pig horz.. haha... my mum bought dinner for me. i paid for it... she was like suggesting this and that from downstairs and den she talked about so much food... den i asked her to buy the sam lo hor fun (fried kuey teow with sliced fish and beansprouts) and tou fu... Den she commented that it's a lot of $$$.. so i just took out S$16 from my drawer and gave it to her to buy for me.. den she returned me $6. $10 gone... for dinner... and i only consumed half of the food as i was full and i didn't like the hor fun. It has no flavour. i still think the sam lo is better over at holland village. Maybe one day i will bring you guys there to eat ba..

Updated my church's website and redesigned by blog skin... this time, i'm not using anyone's skin. I created it all myself.. hehehe... i'm so proud of myself....

Any comments on my new blogskin?? Tag it okie??

Any also, the gross penis video.. anyone watched? if you did, comments on tagboard also okie???

Cheers!

*** Fireworks ***

Didn't go to church today as i woke up late again... Sometimes having a nap isn't a very good thing as it affects the sleep cycle...

Let the house to meet Sean. Walked from Somerset to Orchard. Ended up at Chinatown Point and i bought the ajaxx63 tshirt which i've been eyeing on for a very long time.. S$32.90...

Spent time waiting for Jen at coffeebean @ chinatown point.. den after tat he told us to go to marina first...

off we went to marina... the fireworks was spectacular. extremely fabulous. A pity that i didn't bring my videocam along...

Jen reached towards the end of the fireworks and he called me and told me that he caught a glimse of it... We went over to maxwell food center for some drinks and i bought some pancake and we shared.

off to home.... now, home sweet home...

And ya.. the video attached in the last post, please dun view it at nite... or if you're faint hearted as it's real gory and really gross...

Please tag your comments on the tagboard if you really watch it in the end.. haha...

off to bed.

Gross Penis Video

I came across the thread in Fluffboy and they were talking about Gross Penis Video...

I've downloaded the video clip to my server...

So if you wanna view it, please right click here and save as.
THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK AND FRAIL PEOPLE... Don't blame me if it causes you any mental trauma.

Enjoy! (Which i doubt that you would...) haha...

Weekends finally

It's the weekends again finally...

Just 2 days of work, it feels like i've worked for a few weeks. I've just shifted lotsa stuffs into my store again.. now it's really cramped up...

i'll be going back to office 2morrow... will be helping pL and jen with music theory...

den back home to bake... chocolate chip cake and mixed fruit cake... i'll bake pandan cake(with chocolate chip and mixed fruits) if i've time... for the former, it's really going to be nice and i'm stuffing it with lotsa chips and fruits... i've just bought 1 pack of 1kg of chips and fruits each.. haha...

time for bed... goodnight people...

Majesty... Majesty....

Post National Day

Went to camp today. Didn't have a very good start as i was told that my store had to be shifted to my newer store a few doors down... Then jenson called me saying that he was in camp... that surprised me. So i had breakfast with him at the canteen. he came back to get his documents... Manpower branch wasn't open as all went to the carnival at marina.. and pL was in camp.. haha... "stoopid manpower branch"... but he didn't scold pL.. haha.. bias.. haha...

It was amazing how i shifted my whole store within a couple of hours with the help of my fellow campmates... And my OC gave us a half day off..

i went to watch Bewitched alone at princess cinema... S$5... cheap... den came home... didn't do anything productive. met up wif a guy and he came to my house... we didn't do anything... just lying down on the bed together.. we were all lonely.. den i managed to find out his talents.. and he's a freekance model with M5... haha.. so yup.. i think i can start grooming a talent already...

played piano... watched charmed.. and now, online for a while..

i'm turning in soon as i've to be up by 5am tomorrow as i've a function tomrrow morning at 8am and vetting's at 7.30am...

nitez ppl.

Happy Birthday Sin-gay-pore

It's National Day. The Nation's 40th birthday.

Woke up early, at about 9plus... Went over to meet up with Jared and his mum for lunch.

Jared's my ex-camp mate. He has mild autism therefore he often repeats himself and when he doesn't understands things, he'll get very stressed and it can happy rather frequently. Army is a major factor and it makes his condition worse. Therefore, by God's grace, he has been discharged from the Army. It was a tough decision for his family. I met up with his mum a couple of months back to discuss these issues and we came to a conclusion that it was better for him to be discharged and to have a mark on his records rather than to have him stay on, have a long term mc and get himself more stressed up.

Jared's so much different and better now. It was a big change since i last saw him. And in fact, to be honest, he's a rather handsome guy. I hope that one day, he will find a girl or a girl will just find him good and take care of him. He's someone so naive. And i seriously do hope that people will not take advantage of him. Had lunch at one of the restaraunts at serangoon gardens. forgot what the name of it is, but i do know that its chicken rice is nice... think it's something like bao seng or something like that.... my memory's failing me. He didn't repeat himself at all. And he understood what his mum and i told him without the need to repeat ourselves. That's a very very good sign.

Went to his house after lunch. It's near to Ang Mo Kio, in fact, it's very accessible, just opp daikin singapore and a 2 mins walk into the small lane. One of his hobby, fishes. He has numerous tanks. Outside his house, about 8 for marine fishes and inside his house, about 15 for fresh water fishes. And it houses 3 sharks, 2 starfishes and lots more. Its like a mini aquarium. Stayed there for slightly more than an hour to watch him feed all the fishes inside all the tanks and i left thereafter.

Wanted to go swimming as the sun was shining brightly. Decided not to in the end as my dad didn't want to accompany me and i had to go all alone by myself. I ended up at home and in bed. Woke up only at about 8.25. turned on the TV and saw the president's car driving off from the padang and it ended. Didn't get to see the fireworks also.. but never mind, managed to watch it last week when i went to the Carnival @ Marina to watch the opening of the Singapore Fireworks Festival with Jenson. Will be going again on this coming sunday to watch the last round of fireworks at the closing of the festival. Anyone wants to come along with me?

My router's giving me problems again. And whenever my church mate, Henry, comes over, it seems that all is well and there's nothing wrong with it... Why do problems go off whenever you have someone qualified in front of the fault? Why does the telephone always ring whenever you're in the comfort room aka toilet? Why does the telephone stop ringing whenever you walk towards it and when you're on the verge of picking it up?

Went to watch The Maid with my dad, Joe and Jenson last night. it was a midnight show. I wasn't afriad of watching the movie due to the timing. but i was rather afriad when the show was running and when the scary scenes were being shown. i almost freaked out. well, luckily i managed to get out of the cinema alive and in one piece.. haha...

I'm planning to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory and Bewitched soon... Again, anyone wants to accomany me?? haha...

Tomorrow's family day. my friends from other camps are getting off. i still have to report back to camp. my off is at the mercy of my oc... i wonder if he'll give us the off... to go to the Carnival @ Marina.. haha...

I wish... National Day in 10 years time - Singapore's 50th birthday...

1) Singaporeans belonging to GOD! 60% of Singaporeans will be Christians.
2) A better country with better people
3) Homosexuality being accepted making it SinGAYpore
4) Mental illness will no longer be a stigma
5) AIDS prevention all around and low low rates of people getting infected with AIDS and STD's.

Cheers!

Pray for the Nation people...

Need You in my life

Went to watch Tim Sum Dollies with pL... Wasn't as nice as It takes 2 (Selena Tan & Hossan Leong). But still ok larz.. would give a rating of 6/10.

Gave pL a surprise by Jen's appearance at city hall mrt.. i wonder if pL was suprised and happy or would he be thinking that i was cheating on him... sigh... He's such a nice guy.. i wish that the girl that he eyes and the girl that eyes on him would be as good as him and would really take care of him and not abuse him...

Went with Jen to Carnival @ Marina to watch fireworks, the opening of the Singapore Fireworks Festival. It was great and i really enjoyed it. Went to eat thereafter and then back home liaoz...

Jen wanted to chill out but i managed to persuade him to go home to rest as he really looked tired. He didn't sleep the night before.. poor him... Want to call police, child abuse - cannot, SAF hotline - cannot... how? haha.... call 1800-MiRaNtZ lorz.. whahha

I'm going to fop again tomorrow. I really enjoyed it...

You're all Blessed guys...

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I need You in my life
I'm never letting go
Of all the things You've said
I'm holding on 'cause You promised me that
You'd never leave
You're always by my side
You'll never let me go
So I'm holding on 'cause I know that I need You

(p.s - Click to hear the song...)

I can't stop falling in love with Him yet...

Yup, i'm still listening to that song over and over and over again... Better than Life by Marty Sampson.

And also i'm listening to the minus one (just the music without vocals) of the song that i composed when i was in Sec 1 (year 1998, whoa... 7 years ago.. time flies...) entitled Light of the World.

Went to film for "Beautiful Me High-Tea" organized by the Abagail Ladies Group. SAFRA Tampines Banyan room. It was raining cats and dogs when i left my house and i had to take bus 225 just to get to the interchange... that was how heavy the rain was... It wasn't very organized... my my.. even after editing. i guess the final video wouldn't be good either...

It's my church's 29th anniversary tomorrow. How time really flies... (*again*) And out of this 29 years, i've been with the church for about 15 years. I started attending BPMC at the age of 5, (or maybe younger...) when it was still in a terrace house located at Sennete Road. I still remember that they had wooden planks supporting the pillars as they were about to give way soon... Being in Pasir Ris for 9 years...

I'll need to be in church by 7.45am tomorrow morning as i've to get the audio system up and running so that all the performers would be able to start rehearsing. Service begins at 10am.

I'm not sure if i want to go back to camp tomorrow after church to count the quantity of laundry i have in my cupboard... The stocktakers will be here on monday to start their 2 weeks of annual stocktake for the whole of hendon camp... sigh... and my OC wants a 100% accuracy...

I'm so looking forward to the coming weekend, starting 5 August...

::: Event Forecast :::

5 August - Festival of Praise @ Singapore Indoor Stadium, 7.30pm (Hillsongs & Delirious¿ will be performing) followed by Slacking @ Club 95. Anyone wants to come along? i've 20% off all items at Club 95.. hehe...

6 August - Dim Sum Dollies @ Esplanade Theatre, 3pm with pL... I'm giving this as a treat to him as it's his birthday on

7 August - pL's Birthday...

8 August - National Day Eve. Will there be 1/2 Day off???

9 August - Happy Birthday Singapore!!! - Holiday... yeah! no camp!!!!


Time for Bed so that i can wake up fresh and early tomorrow morning to Praise and Worship and Glorify and Exalt the Lord our God!

Blessed!

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I can't stop falling in love with YOU!

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friends voices
Better than the biggest dreams in my heart
and that's just the start
Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I wan't to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go

And You oh Lord made the sunshine
The moonlight and the nightsky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You

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It's another day of work. How time flies - it's already drawing to the end of the month - July 27th. It'll be August very soon. A number of occasions in August... 1) pL's Birthday - 7 Aug, 2) 40 Days of Purpose - 7 Aug, 3) National Day - 9 Aug.. And then a dreaded 2 months of no holidays... when pL mentioned that today, i was feeling argh.. no holidays......

Can i have my own holidays? Jen's so good... ORDing liaoz... poor pL and me still struggling to survive in camp... well, at least pL has 1 month less of suffering than me... and he has only 8 working days in december.. argh!!!!

I'm turning in early today.... Tired...

Goodnight.

p.s - I just fan't stop falling in love with You, Jesus!

Anyone wants to come with me to Festival of Praise next friday, 5 Aug, 7.30pm @ Indoor Stadium? Hillsongs and Delirious¿ will be here.... Hoping for people to come with me.. if not, i'll be all alone... :(

'bout Gays...

Gays are even better than prostitutes

Everything about gays revolves around looking good, being attractive, dressing well. But this is so that they can shamelessly parade themselves in public to seduce their potential free-sex customers.

Even the moral-conscious public knows that gays go to gyms(they can train up to be better-looking prostitutes), go to gay shops(get their flashy revealing prostitute clothes), go to gay hairdressers(look like gay prostitutes), go to gay spas(find their customers), go to gay clubs(find their customers), go to gay parties outside of singapore(desperate to regroup with similar prostitutes and to celebrate their perversities and not forgetting, to spread Aids!).

All gays talk about is all about sex, sex, sex. Then of course they would then talk about their brought-about sexually transmitted diseases. Aids are not important to them, only satisfying their perversion is. They try to close their eyes or their minds, to the deadly Aids, they just want to be indifferent. They want to be deaf and blind, like the disabled.

There will never be a cure for Aids, because those disgusting perverts who did it with animals and created the first HIV are gays. Same perverse people. And the HIV virus does not like it when species try to mate with other species.

It is like stupid people who has some deadly disease continuing to spread it to others because they think it is their heritage to fulfill their perversion, to be proud and prostituting gays. They must be suffering from brain damage.

They only talk about how attractive some person is, how they look like, attractive or ugly, all the disgusting superficial empty no-brainers gossip.

I can think of nothing else gays talk about.

They go to some stupid gay church filled with hypocrite false christians. Then they would surely discuss about their conflicts with Christianity because they find their fellow churchmate attractive! What??? They want to be prostitutes yet they want God to take away their guilt. I say stop being shameless prostitutes then you will take away your own guilt! Stupid false christians! Burn them at the stake!

Gays have problems outing their perverse sexuality to their family because they are afraid to say to their family that they have a sick perversion of wanting attractive same-sex people to do something sick. Their families should get them behind bars, to protect the general public from such disgusting perverts!

Everything about gays is all related to prostitution, in being attractive so as to find sex partners. Everything about being gay is all related to sex. What else do gays do?

Go to the gay sites and we see gays talking about which guys from which tv shows or movies are attractive. They only talk about which things are "nice", who are attractive to them, which food are delicious, which restaurant to go, which clothes are fashionable. Reminds me that most fashion designers, hair dressers, models, artists, are gay.

Gays are almost the most useless people the world can do without. They are living in their own high class glamourous world when the world is this close to self-destruction. Why is the world close to self-destruction? It is because of selfish, close minded people like terrorists, moron leaders of some countries, just stupid retarded people, noisy women with no brains, and pervert gays, and of course the rapists, pedophiles and molesters.

But now in the present age, gays are the worshipper of Hitler, they are trying to wipe out themselves by using their bodies for virus host experiments. To see if they would contract the virus and die fast.

It is humans' responsibility to correct wrong when we see it, but to do nothing(I am refering gays' indifference towards perversion) implies that we allow it to happen because we approve of it(gays approve of perversions of rapists molesters and pedophiles). Then the fault of the previous generation would spread to the present one. But it is not my fault, it is the fault of perverse people like gays, pedophiles and pervert molesters!

Other people just do not care about gays because they know sooner or later gays will wipe themselves out with Aids. And of course they cannot have children. I am only kind enough to speak of this illogic gays are doing to themselves. Don't blame shift me to be your model for catharsis because the ones who are doing wrong are gays themselves.

Girl found dead at bottom of block of flats in Simei.

A little girl was found dead at the bottom of a block of HDB flats in Simei on Wednesday.

She is believed to be about four years old.

At about 8am, residents from the neighbourhood of Block 148, Simei Street 1, found the girl lying at the foot of the block.

The girl who was dressed in a pair of green pyjamas, was declared dead at the scene.

Police are investigating and has classified the case as unnatural death.

Source: Channel News Asia, 20 July 2005, 1551 hrs (SGT)

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That girl was my cell-group member's daughter. My mum said that she might have fallen after she woke up and found that her granny wasn't at home and started playing or looking for her granny...

Picture of her taken by Joe, when i went for Alpha 7 as a videographer on assignment.

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"early in the morn, the maid brot ellif's cousin to the mrt station to send her aunty off to work
den her grandma went downstairs to buy thngs when she still sleeping
den when seh wake up n see no one at home, she take a stool n look out of the window
n fell
n died
den the grandma called uncle simon
den he rushed back
they tried calling aunty irene but her phone was off
den aunty yok cheng contacted her by dunno wat.. n tell her that her daughter met with an accident
but they dint tell her that ellif die lia
n tell her to go back straight away
they oni told her wat happen when she reach home
den she took bout 1hr to calm down
they havent even see the body yet lor
den the head later dunno like wat liao
the news say her head n ear bleeding"

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This is what i know of thus far.. Most prob i'll go for the wake tomorrow or friday... In the meantime, Time to sleep and pray that Irene and Simon will be strong and that Lord will guide them and be with them through this diff preiod.

Blessed!

Monday

Woke up half an hour early to take the first bus to camp as i had to setup for the chief conference. After setting it up, was told that it was cancelled AGAIN. Wasted my time and luckily i didn't take the taxi. Managed to catch up with pL and Jensen.

Jensen's a nice guy i would say... will i get attracted??? argh... am i going to 2 time??? whahha....

I spent the rest of the day flag-washing. National Day's coming and its time to hang the flags liaoz... i wonder if i would get hung instead. haha... Had lunch with pL... I was called to the highest point in my camp, i think, the repelling tower, the one with the helicopter... it was drizzling and was windy... it was such a nice sight... of Changi village and my camp. How i wish i could stay there longer, or if pL or Jensen were to be there, i'm sure they would have loved it too. Back to falg-washing thereafter.

It's the first day of lessons, Advertising: Stragety and Effective Practise. Same old boring lecturer - Dr. Sivam. I managed to stay awake throughout the whole lesson and i didn't leave half-way. Because i bought snacks back to class... haha... This time round, there were a number if eye candies. I saw one of them sitting by himself at the cafeteria when i walked past. A loner? Maybe i should start talking to him and make friends with him huh?? hehe...

I'm listening to Lush 99.5. I enjoy it.. Jazz and NuJazz... Simply nice for the night...

Goodnight peeps!

Sabbath

It's the end of another week and the begining of a new week.

Less than 365 days to ORD!!!

This week has been pretty hectic. You can know by me not blogging for the past week.

I did producting and presenting yesterday. It wasn't very good though. Wasn;t prepared and my lappy gave way on me... All my songs were in there and i couldn't play from there... guess the port's spoilt. I've to send the lappy back 2 Dell to get it repaired. luckily it's still under warranty.

Thereafter i went to Alex's birthday @ his house in pasir ris. I gave him a huge tub of Ice Cream.. wahhaha.... Will he put on weight after eating the whole tub? or will it be worse, diabetes?? Rendall asked me to go as Alex had invited me last minute.. so i agreed... Myron tagged along too... Then i asked him if he wanted to go with me to Club 95, and he agreed too.... That wasn't a very wise idea of mine as he's still underaged... pL and JenSen came along also... Irene wasn't around as she was in Hong Kong and would be back only on sunday (today). Wrong timing to go...

DIdn't go to church today as i slept until about noon. Woke up and headed down to AfA's office at Rowell Road for an urgent meeting cum interview... Den went back to Bedok. NTUC to buy stuffs and home to cook....

1) Pasta with Minced Meat, Garlic, Onions, Tomato Sauce, Saussage.
2) Soup with Onions, Garlic, Saussage and Roux.
3) Baked Beans.

Now i'm here blogging after washing up... Going to bathe soon...

Everyone out there, remember that you are Blessed and GOD LOVES YOU!

Have a greet week ahead, and till the next time i post, Blessed!

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I will Sing, I will Praise
Even in my darkest time
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will Sing, I will Praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because your word is true...
I will Sing

Sabbath & Kena Tua

It's Sabbath Again. How time flies...

Was supposed to work today from 9am to 9pm at a condo in newton. I arrived there and rang the door bell. This man opened the door. He looked at me with a surprised look. I though i had went up to the wrong apartment or wrong condo. Worse still, wrong day and time. I checked the unit number, it was right. Then the gay told me that he though it wasn't confirmed. Apprantly my nursing agent didn't call him back to confirm with him so he got another nursing agency to get a nurse for his dad. I went back. And now i'm still waiting for my agency to get back to me on how i'm going to be compensiated.

Went to church from newton. Worship was good. I was asked to attend the meeting for the 40 days of purpose. I was asked if i could do the video. I agreed. I'll be going down one of these days with my camera and ask people, What do you think it'll be like to be like Jesus? And i'm suppose to record down all the responses and edit them together. Dateline, Septemer.

I slept all the way from 5pm to about 8.30pm. Woke up and did the 40 days of purpose website for my church. It's now up at http://www.bpmc.info/40days/. i copied it from another church therefore, some of the contents isn't really correct as i've yet to customize it for my church.. haha....

it's sleeptime... BTW, Initial D was nice... I like Jay Chou.. wahahah.... I'll go gaga over him... He's so cute and charming and handsome...

Goodnight!

Chocolate Chip Cake

I'm baking again. 2 cakes this time round. In a faster time, 75% of time spent only. No special occasion.

I bought a cake mixer yesterday at taka... $35.90... Put it into good use today...

The banana cake was just as usual, just that i had mixed fruit and 4 fresh bananas in them. 2 bananas mashed and the other 2 sliced into cubes... Chocolate Chip Cake, my new receipe... First time baking it with my own creativity. I just substituted the Banana flavor with chocolate emulco and i added in chocolate chips with a little mixed fruit.

The chocolate chip cake turned out better than expected. Expect me to bake more Chocolate Chip Cake next time... Those in camp will be able to try it when i bring it for them to try on monday. Poh Liang too will be able to try it.. Poor him, having to do recall manning this weekend, but at least he has 2.5 days off. Adrian's the first one to be able to taste it other than my parents as i'm meeting him for Initial D later...

I'm off to my bath and then off to Toa Payoh for Initial D...

Cheerz!

Bomb Blast in London

6 Bombs exploded, some in the subway and one in a bus. One blast ripped the roof of the bus.

What is the world coming to? It has been said in the Bible that the next coming will be in fire...

Tomorrow i'll be off and i'm bringing and treating my mum out for lunch and shopping... I've reserved a table for 2 at Garden Hotel, the Atrium. it's about S$26.80+++ per head...

I'm now on-call every friday night, saturday day and night and sunday day. So hopefully i'll get an assignment every week. wahhaha... i've already got one this sunday from 9am to 9pm...

Sleep time!

Mid-week

It's already midweek. And the next moment, it's already thursday. Before you even know it, it's already the last working day of the week.

It's been a long, busy and tiring day for me. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. and hopefully i can leave early too...

nothing much to talk about... ciaoz.

Tuesday

It's been a normal, plain day... nothing much...

Started work early as i had to get the refreshments up by 8.30am... den the whole day was slack already...

i'm begining to like my QM.. haha... he's average looking.. and doesn't command people around... a rather nice guy... hehe...

updated the church's website again. this time round, i managed to put in the scrolling updates into the front page of the site.. it's already 10.30pm so soon.. time really flies. the last time i looked at the time was at 9.30pm and i thought to myself that i would sleep soon, before 10pm... and it's past 10 already... now, i must sleep before 11... it's another long day tomorrow...

I'm off on friday.. will be going out with my mum.. going to lion city hotel for lunch den to katong to adjust my specs and den to heeren to get a gift for my friend's birthday... it's a her... haha... surprise surpirse.. haha...

I'm looking for people who's interested in having hands-on experience in doing voice-overs, doing of station trailers, station jingle. I'm also looking for Hosts and Co-hosts.. I've got more or less the schedule up for 16 july... i have 4 slots of an hour each for the host/co-hosts to do their show on that day itself. If you wish to take up a slot, please get in touch with me asap. I'll have to "hear" your voice.. hahah....

Anyway, it's time to sleep, and before that, maybe have a chat with Adrian. Got to know him from the net a few days back... 18 year old from VJC... hehe...

And before i end my post, an interesting article that i chanced upon.

Happy reading and Cheers!

MiRaNtZ

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Straight, Gay or Lying? Bisexuality Revisited

The New York Times
July 5, 2005

By BENEDICT CAREY

Some people are attracted to women; some are attracted to men. And some, if Sigmund Freud, Dr. Alfred Kinsey and millions of self-described bisexuals are to be believed, are drawn to both sexes.

But a new study casts doubt on whether true bisexuality exists, at least in men.

The study, by a team of psychologists in Chicago and Toronto, lends support to those who have long been skeptical that bisexuality is a distinct and stable sexual orientation.

People who claim bisexuality, according to these critics, are usually homosexual, but are ambivalent about their homosexuality or simply closeted. "You're either gay, straight or lying," as some gay men have put it.

In the new study, a team of psychologists directly measured genital arousal patterns in response to images of men and women. The psychologists found that men who identified themselves as bisexual were in fact exclusively aroused by either one sex or the other, usually by other men.

The study is the largest of several small reports suggesting that the estimated 1.7 percent of men who identify themselves as bisexual show physical attraction patterns that differ substantially from their professed desires.

"Research on sexual orientation has been based almost entirely on self-reports, and this is one of the few good studies using physiological measures," said Dr. Lisa Diamond, an associate professor of psychology and gender identity at the University of Utah, who was not involved in the study.

The discrepancy between what is happening in people's minds and what is going on in their bodies, she said, presents a puzzle "that the field now has to crack, and it raises this question about what we mean when we talk about desire."

"We have assumed that everyone means the same thing," she added, "but here we have evidence that that is not the case."

Several other researchers who have seen the study, scheduled to be published in the journal Psychological Science, said it would need to be repeated with larger numbers of bisexual men before clear conclusions could be drawn.

Bisexual desires are sometimes transient and they are still poorly understood. Men and women also appear to differ in the frequency of bisexual attractions. "The last thing you want," said Dr. Randall Sell, an assistant professor of clinical socio-medical sciences at Columbia University, "is for some therapists to see this study and start telling bisexual people that they're wrong, that they're really on their way to homosexuality."

He added, "We don't know nearly enough about sexual orientation and identity" to jump to these conclusions.

In the experiment, psychologists at Northwestern University and the Center for Addiction and Mental Health in Toronto used advertisements in gay and alternative newspapers to recruit 101 young adult men. Thirty-three of the men identified themselves as bisexual, 30 as straight and 38 as homosexual.

The researchers asked the men about their sexual desires and rated them on a scale from 0 to 6 on sexual orientation, with 0 to 1 indicating heterosexuality, and 5 to 6 indicating homosexuality. Bisexuality was measured by scores in the middle range.

Seated alone in a laboratory room, the men then watched a series of erotic movies, some involving only women, others involving only men.

Using a sensor to monitor sexual arousal, the researchers found what they expected: gay men showed arousal to images of men and little arousal to images of women, and heterosexual men showed arousal to women but not to men.

But the men in the study who described themselves as bisexual did not have patterns of arousal that were consistent with their stated attraction to men and to women. Instead, about three-quarters of the group had arousal patterns identical to those of gay men; the rest were indistinguishable from heterosexuals.

"Regardless of whether the men were gay, straight or bisexual, they showed about four times more arousal" to one sex or the other, said Gerulf Rieger, a graduate psychology student at Northwestern and the study's lead author.

Although about a third of the men in each group showed no significant arousal watching the movies, their lack of response did not change the overall findings, Mr. Rieger said.

Since at least the middle of the 19th century, behavioral scientists have noted bisexual attraction in men and women and debated its place in the development of sexual identity. Some experts, like Freud, concluded that humans are naturally bisexual. In his landmark sex surveys of the 1940's, Dr. Alfred Kinsey found many married, publicly heterosexual men who reported having had sex with other men.

"Males do not represent two discrete populations, heterosexual and homosexual," Dr. Kinsey wrote. "The world is not to be divided into sheep and goats."

By the 1990's, Newsweek had featured bisexuality on its cover, bisexuals had formed advocacy groups and television series like "Sex and the City" had begun exploring bisexual themes.

Yet researchers were unable to produce direct evidence of bisexual arousal patterns in men, said Dr. J. Michael Bailey, a professor of psychology at Northwestern and the new study's senior author.

A 1979 study of 30 men found that those who identified themselves as bisexuals were indistinguishable from homosexuals on measures of arousal. Studies of gay and bisexual men in the 1990's showed that the two groups reported similar numbers of male sexual partners and risky sexual encounters. And a 1994 survey by The Advocate, the gay-oriented newsmagazine, found that, before identifying themselves as gay, 40 percent of gay men had described themselves as bisexual.

"I'm not denying that bisexual behavior exists," said Dr. Bailey, "but I am saying that in men there's no hint that true bisexual arousal exists, and that for men arousal is orientation."

But other researchers - and some self-identified bisexuals - say that the technique used in the study to measure genital arousal is too crude to capture the richness - erotic sensations, affection, admiration - that constitutes sexual attraction.

Social and emotional attraction are very important elements in bisexual attraction, said Dr. Fritz Klein, a sex researcher and the author of "The Bisexual Option."

"To claim on the basis of this study that there's no such thing as male bisexuality is overstepping, it seems to me," said Dr. Gilbert Herdt, director of the National Sexuality Resource Center in San Francisco. "It may be that there is a lot less true male bisexuality than we think, but if that's true then why in the world are there so many movies, novels and TV shows that have this as a theme - is it collective fantasy, merely a projection? I don't think so."

John Campbell, 36, a Web designer in Orange County, Calif., who describes himself as bisexual, also said he was skeptical of the findings.

Mr. Campbell said he had been strongly attracted to both sexes since he was sexually aware, although all his long-term relationships had been with women. "In my case I have been accused of being heterosexual, but I also feel a need for sex with men," he said.

Mr. Campbell rated his erotic attraction to men and women as about 50-50, but his emotional attraction, he said, was 90 to 10 in favor of women. "With men I can get aroused, I just don't feel the fireworks like I do with women," he said.

About 1.5 percent of American women identify themselves bisexual. And bisexuality appears easier to demonstrate in the female sex. A study published last November by the same team of Canadian and American researchers, for example, found that most women who said they were bisexual showed arousal to men and to women.

Although only a small number of women identify themselves as bisexual, Dr. Bailey said, bisexual arousal may for them in fact be the norm.

Researchers have little sense yet of how these differences may affect behavior, or sexual identity. In the mid-1990's, Dr. Diamond recruited a group of 90 women at gay pride parades, academic conferences on gender issues and other venues. About half of the women called themselves lesbians, a third identified as bisexual and the rest claimed no sexual orientation. In follow-up interviews over the last 10 years, Dr. Diamond has found that most of these women have had relationships both with men and women.

"Most of them seem to lean one way or the other, but that doesn't preclude them from having a relationship with the nonpreferred sex," she said. "You may be mostly interested in women but, hey, the guy who delivers the pizza is really hot, and what are you going to do?"

"There's a whole lot of movement and flexibility," Dr. Diamond added. "The fact is, we have very little research in this area, and a lot to learn."

It's July!

I've not been posting. Have been rather busy and tired.

Managed to update my church's website and create a workshop page for orff-schulwerk association. and i'm planning for the fun day on 16 july...

Last year, i did live hosting for the family fun day. This year, i was asked to do live hosting again. but this time round, i'm going to do it differently. I'm going to do it Radio Style... I'm going to allow those who wants to be DJ to come and DJ and i'm going to invite some of my friends to come and host or co-host with me. I'm trying to get Irene Ang down as well, depending on her schedule...

I need people.. to do voice-overs, trailers, station liners as well as hosts/DJ.

if you are keen, do sms, call or email me... +65 94503999.

BPMC.INFO - that's the name of the radio station for that day. the same name as the website.. hehe...

till then, cya!

Mid-Week

It's Wednesday.

4 functions today. Very Tiring.

Good friend relationships can turn sour. It's happening to my friend. I'm concerned. Tired calling. No response. Keeping my fingers crossed. Prays.

Tomorrow's Nattie's concert. Still dunno who to go with.

Set up a new subsidary company of Film Five. Grace Talent Management. www.grace.info

Sleeping Time.

Durian Feast

Today had been a day of work in camp. At the same time, i managed to prevent getting arrows by staying inside my new store over at the mt line... well, not too good also, as one day, i'll be reported dead due to carbon monoxide intoxication... Poh Liang was in my store sleeping.. for almost an hour... Poor him, he didn't have a very good day...

Went out with him for dinner... We had Durians for dinner.. 9 Durians in total.. and he stopped eating first... making me the rubbish bin.. whahhaa....

I'm feeling very very guilty... durians... lotsa carbo and lotsa sugar...... argh... i should take a hypocount of myself now... guess it should be 24mmOl. whaha....

He was so cute when he bought dinner for his mum, thanking the food-seller trice, saying "Xie Xie Aunty"... Let me see.. i guess his reaction now if he reads this would be -_- or O.0... haha... Whoever has him as their boyfriend or partner would be very very very lucky and fortunate... Truely.

I touched my keyboard... Played it for about 30 mins... My my.. having not played with it for a month, and i've kinda lost touch. My fingers didn't know where to go to... haha.... Looked back at my Grade 1 music book... Hhmm... it was in 1996 then.... Whoa.. i've come a long way.... I obliged to teach poh liang how to play the piano.. haha... so i've to polish up a little before i can teach him.. if not wait very malu.. hahaha...

Anyway, time for bed...

Han River

Camp was as per normal today. Boring.

Went to cut my hair over at Vibes Hairdressing. They might be shifting soon as their lease ends in october.

Thereafter, i went to han river over at eastpoint for dinner. Met up with my old buddies from agape as well as xin mei quan dao aka pastor naomi. it has been 5 years since we last met her. She told us about south africa. she stays over at Cape Town and she's a PR there...

Ate lotsa food.... think i've overeaten as now my tummy's not feeling comfortable... sigh...

I hear someting calling... oh.. it's the bed... okie... it's bedtime... Goodnight...

Working and Sleeping on Sabbath

It's Sabbath again. Sabbath is a day for rest and worshipping God. I spent my Sabbath doing the former.

I received a call when i was window shopping with my parents at Parkway Parade's Giant hypermart in the evening from my nursing agency, Nicole. I've been givne an assignment to take care of an individual patient over at mount e hospital. I decided to take it. Well, actually i was hestitating as i was suppose to go over to happy to distribute the condoms from 11.30pm to 4am... but my mum asked me to do the assignment instead...

I halted window shopping and went back home to bathe and get changed into my uniform. It's been a long time since i last got into my private nursing uniform. The last time was about 2 to 3 months ago. My parents accompanied me over to the hospital. Actually, they brought me there as i didn't know the way there as i haven't been to that hospital before.

Nothing much happened through the night. All was peaceful. How i wish i can have these type of patients whenever i'm on call.. hahah... He hasn't been eating much therefore his bowel movement isn't a lot and he has ESRF aka End Stage Renal Failure... so he doesn't micurate aka pass urine.. so i didn't have to bother about him wetting the dipers.. hehe...

I knocked off at 8am and i headed home to sleep... I woke up only at 7pm and went for dinner at bedok south hawker center. Ate quite a fair share too...

Now i'm back and i'm feeling tired again... Why is this so? Am i turning into a baby therefore i need lotsa rest??? 11 hours a day?

Goodnight People... Look forward to another day. I do. It's going to be July soon. Yeah! And i'm so looking forward to April next year.. you should know the reason why... whahahha......

Cheerio!

It's Wednesday... Nopez, it's Thursday.

I've been thinking that today's still wednesday and am dreading that i've 2 more days before the weekend comes... And i only realised that today's thursday after i opened a loan voucher for someone, after that person pointed out to me that the date was wrong.... whahaha... well, am i living in history?

And even after that incident, i'm still living in wednesday... I totally forgot that i had a lighting workshop to attend until i was on the bus on my way home. it was too late then as the workshop starts at 7pm at cuppage and by the time i arrived at bedok, it was already 7.15pm.

I'm shifting my store tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to that. Tomorrow night i'll be going back to my own church as i heard that help is needed to "help the youth-at-risk" as they'll be visiting our church.. so ya... and since i've always been involved with youth-at-risks, i've been asked to volunteer..

i'm tired again.. i'm always feeling tired.. am i having premature ageing???

sob sob...

Batman

Didn't blog yesterday as i was so tired. Went out with most of the volunteers of the CABIN Club Camp. Had dinner at Fish and Co den went to Esplanade to walk walk.. reached home only at about 11 plus or so... was dead tired...

Went to wacth the movie Batman today.. quite ok i would say...

tomorrow's a rest day for me...

Cheers!

The Servant King

I ate the cake that i baked today. It didn't turn out that bad after all. I put a few pieces into a box and i'll be bringing it to camp tomorrow to share it with everyone and those who wants to eat... I'll be meeting up with the volunteers from the cabin club camp also... and i'll share with them also if there's any left...

And will i be known as the cake boy from milo boy?? whahahaha....

anyway, went to changi village with poh liang for lunch. Had chicken rice again. ok larz.. the chix rice there's not too bad.... quite nice actually... den ta-baoed for kenny nasi lemak and drinks.... and i bought biskuits also for myself to eat in camp... 2 packets of 200gms each.. and in a day, i've finsished 100gms.. whahha.. i'm such a pig... and also.. poh liang kena scratched by a cat.. he was playing with it, den the cat went bonkers and scratched him... his hand bled. oww.. must be painful...

anyway, just realised that one of the volunteers who went to the cabin club camp's aj too.. heheh.... we actually knew each other since november last year... haha.. it's such a small world...

Today's song for me....

This is our God, The Servant King,
He calls us now to follow Him.
To bring our lives, As a daily offering,
Of Worship to, The Servant King

Sabbath

It's Sabbath again.

I skipped church again today. I had planned to go to NCC's 4th service but had to attend the funeral of the serviceman who drowned.

Nothing much for today. Went to camp, den to mandai, back to camp, and now back home...

Goin to sleep soon.. feeling tired...

Tomorrow's monday. The weekend really flies... And i'm helping out to give out condoms again next saturday at Happy. Anyone wanna go Happy?? ahaha... I'll be there from 11.30pm to 4am...

Cheerio!

Baking a cake

I woke up at about 11.30am. Turned on my computer. Pop-ups of authorization for msn, all from CABIN Club Camp. And very soon, my list would be full again.. haha...

Had bowl noodles and a cup of hot chocolate for lunch. I baked a cake!

Queen cake. But i baked it wrongly... The correct steps...

Stir Butter(250gms) and Sugar(200gms). Add in 4 eggs, one at a time. Add in vanilla essence (1tsp) and baking powder(1tsp). Add in flour(200gms) and rasins (100gms). Den put inside oven to bake.

This was what happened and what i did...

Stir Butter(250gms) and flour(200gms). After realizing my mistake, i added in 3 eggs one at a time as i realized that i had only 3 eggs left in the fridge. 2 mistakes now. Then, added in the sugar (unsure of amount as i was already rather pissed off with myself and i couldn't find the weighing scale and just poured as to what seemed the right amount to me.) Added in vanilla essence(1tsp), baking powder(1tsp) and rasins(100gms) den put inside oven.

The aroma came out... What a nice smell... 25 minutes passed. I took it out.

To my surprise, it was nice... it's almost the same as mixing it with the original receipe. kewl....

So now, i've learnt a different method to bake a cake... yeah!

Met Myron in the evening for dinner. Treated him to ban mian... He's so grown up now. So much taller than me. But still needs lotsa guidance.

Now listening to: Tim Hughes - Here I Am To Worship. I used to listen to this song last time, and got bored of it. but now, i'm liking this song again...

Take care people. Have a good and Blessed Sabbath!

In Him,
Edgar MiRaNtZ Tan

It's Friday!

What comes after Friday? Yes, Saturday and Sunday!

Today has been a quick day. A tiring one too. Just after coming back from leave, i've had to set up refreshments for a meeting, to be ready by 7.45am all by myself... After completeing that, i went to the cookhouse to eat. Another way to save money. It's my usual morning routine in camp. Halfway through breakfast, i received a phone call. It was from Edmuind, the OC clerk. OC wanted to see me.. Went to see him and he said that my store's not in a satisfactory condition and wanted to inspect it again and pack the store together with me. We spent nearly 3 hours packing it and threw away many things including my comfortable armchair. Now, i've not even a single chair in my store. sob sob... And the store's now a big change. It's extremely neat. I've decided to spend monday to wash the store.. hehe...

I met up with my dad and treated him to dinner. Father's day treat for him. I didn't realize that sunday's father's day until my camp mates told me so. And i'm not really looking forward to sunday also. I've to go back to camp. Attached to SOF aka Special Operations Forces for a day, worse still, on a sunday. We'll be heading to Mandai Crematorium for the funeral for the rugular commando who passed away in a training mishap. Sources said that he drowned. Poor him. He looks handsome somemore.. And he's youth... His life's wasted. I hope that he's already been saved. I hope so. That'll be an eye opener actually. Military funeral. Wonder how grand it'll be.

CABIN Club Camp was fun. I had a good time interacting with the teens. And people missed me... rather, my milo.. whahaha... 1st day... Bonding... 2nd games.. i was in orchard mrt for 6 hours... imagine that.. 3rd day, end of camp... i dunno wad to type... actually, lazy larz..

i'm tired and feeling like sleeping liaoz.. haha....

anyway, could you guys tag on my tagboard? i feel so miserable after looking at people's blog and see that so many people tag their blogs and no one tags on mine... sob sob...

Ciaoz & God Bless!

P.S I'll be hosting for my church's fun day again.. hehe...