I've no mood to work today. Came back from sony bmg's office not too long ago, after collecting some materials. Cleared all my emails and such. I'll have to continue with some other stuffs later.
Just before i was about to leave my house for sony's office, i received a call from uk. No doubt who it's from. After the 1st sentence, i just kept quiet all the way. I've learnt a new technique. I think i should just apply the technique whom i use for my patients. I'll just keep quite and not say anything. I shall just put the phone away from my ear until i hear that there's not much noise coming out from the ear piece and then start listening again. If you're not happy with it, too bad.
I'm mixed up. The big word of resignation is all over my head. When i was on the train, i didn't have the mood to read the bible. All there was were music jarring out from my handphone. I could just resign now. In fact, i feel like just taking everything of mine - my lappy, my files and personal belongings, just copy all the work emails and files into a cd and walk out of the office and never to return to the office again. I don't care even if i get my 9 days worth of salary - it's peanuts. I could just go back to do nursing full time as an agency nurse or in a private hospital (i would love to work in gleneagles or raffles - but then again, i've heard that raffles dun really pay well). I can just call my agent right now and tel him that I'm free from now on, and i might even get my job tonight or tomorrow morning. I wouldn't even mind doing floor duties - at least i'll get paid about 2 to 2.5 times of my current salary.
But again, if i were to walk out like that, what will happen? No one will be replying to the support emails. GH can do the filing of the documents. What about Brave? There'll be no one to take over. It'll just close. Besides, closing it is also a good option. How many jobs can you get when you dun have quality models or talents?
It's dim sum at dragon gate tomorrow for lunch with lulu and a few of the 88 thread guys and then the dreamgirls party at night. Sunday's the first lesson for the basic home nursing course which i've to teach. 41 students in total with only 2 guys inclusive. Thereafter, i'll have to rush over to amk mrt station for the open house which i'll be going over with kennie.
Should i just listen to my mum, who's been asking me to resign since i started joining this company to go back to nursing? Or should i just slack at home and just concentrate with film 5 and help lulu setup his new company? Perhaps i should just start another company - MiRaNtZ Consultancy. I bet lulu's enjoying himself now in KL, gorging away on food. Perhaps, i should have just cleared my leave, go with him for the trip and resign.
Sigh.... What should MiRaNtZ do???
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