I spent last evening and this evening cleaning up my room. From sucking everything up to throwing everything (well, almost) out of my room. I counted about 14 bags in total. I getting ready to buy a new bed. Perhaps a table too. Well, and that would cost like $800 in total. That's expensive.
Going over to Ikea tomorrow with kennie and thereafter to action theatre to watch The Swimming Instructor. I actually planned to meet him early then for lunch. But i think, he'll most prob wake up at noon or even past noon so it's confirmed, guaranteed and endorsed by me that we'll meet after lunch time. (even though he says that he hopes to wake up in the morning, i really have doubts.)
Can it be that i'm not trusting him enough? Or is it that i know that he wun be able to wake up early? well, i'm not sure. i guess it's both. I've been having nightmares for the past 2 nights. And once i wake up, i just hope that it doesn't turn into reality. I'm not sure what i would do if it does. Just jump down for the 23rd floor in bedok south?
I thought it through the other day (quite some time back) about the both of us and what i would do. Suicide - a chicken way? Nah... well, but sometimes, isn't it the easiest way out?
Grrr...
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