Homesick

I'm homesick. I dunno why, but it's just a sudden feeling. And the worse thing is that, no one's answering my phone. My dad's out with his friend and is seems that I've been forgotten, or rather, talking to his friend is more important than me. And it's this friend who's he always with and such. Why can't he just spend a few minutes with me over the phone? And we've not really chatted for long. And my mum's at home, not answering the phone. Her mobile phone's off - which means she's at home. I've called using skype (which shows a private number), my singapore mobile phone (which shows my singapore number) and using my australia mobile phone (which shows +1660). I really wonder why my mum doesn't like to pick up the phone. Even if she's sleeping, she would have been waken up by the constant rings of the phone. And to make things worse, my phone in my room ran out of credit. What luck.

Pardon my sentence structure and spelling for tonight. Am just not in the mood and am just blaring out everything through here. It was the album launch and I bought 2 copies of the cd. One copy for myself and the other for Godma Jingle. I'm going to send it out tomorrow at the post office via airmail so she'll be able to receive it as soon as possible. She means a lot to me as well. Besides being the worship and music ministry director, she's an excellent mum. I really admire her. I miss her. I miss the people back at church (ok la, not really, but just Singapore). I really like the way she brought up her son and daughter. No caning and such. Chris and Nicolaas came over to church together with Nicholas, Leon and me. Am just blasting the cd into my shure earphones plugged into my ears now. I just need loud music to distract me. I'm really thankful and grateful to V. V's really helped me heaps. V's there when I need someone. I really dunno how I can ever repay V's kindness and all that V's done for me. I seriously hope that V's gets a real good partner which will treat V very well. V really deserves a good partner, and not someone just to make use of.

It's SWOTVAC. Studying WithOut Teaching VACation. That's what Chris told me while on the tram to church. Unofficially, it's already the holidays as there's no school at all. No more lessons and such. I'll just have to work on my essay due in 16 days time and study for my exams due in 18 days time.

Oh well, guess I'll try calling home again, and if it can't get through, I'll just give up and go to bed.

Goodnight people.