ArgH~~~~~ HeArt B r e a k . . .

I just found out that the person i like proposed to someone else to date him.... argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and also.. he's dating a number of people at a time and will choose to see which is the best.....
argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And that his partner can't go irc,no aj contacts so and so forth....
argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
with me holding so many commitments and appointments, how can i just leave them without getting the people to replace me???

And.. he's also not interested in me...
argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sigh....

My heart's shattered.... It's broken...

I wonder if it can be pieced back together again....