Post-Chalet

It's been a long time since i've last written. Life's been very hectic and busy for me. I'm on the verge of falling really ill. All these due to lack of sleep, stress and all that...

I just checked-out from the chalet. 3 days and 2 nights over at Costa Sands Pasir Ris.
Wasn't really fun as we didn't had much people over. And it all narrows down to my mum. This cannot and that cannot.. So Fussy~~~ And i've learnt not to bring mums out to any chalet's that you're organzing.. They'll just spoil everything for you, thinking it's for your good... Yar.. Right.... -_-||

Managed to get 19 people to come for the auditions. Sigh... A loss again. Deficit of about 1\3 of the expences.. sigh...

And my heart... has been stolen by someone.. and i'm wondering how i can get my heart back... or would that someone even give me his heart??? I'm longing for it though... but i dunno... it seems that the chances are slim...

I sound so despo.. Is it because i've been single for such a long time? Or do i just need someone to love and care for and getting something in return? Why are guys so hard to find? Why am i Fat? Why? One Sided Love? WHy? Life is a journey where they are ful of Y's. I wonder when i can get my partner's heart... sigh...

Lonely and Despo.............